Chapters (37)
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- BEFORE
- AFTER
- ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
- TWO TIME FOR CAKE
- THREE TWELVE MONTHS
- FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
- SIX SIX MONTHS
- SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
- EIGHT SIX MONTHS
- NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
- TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
- ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
- TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
- THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
- FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
- SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
- SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
- EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
- NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
- TWENTY THREE DAYS
- TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
- TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
- TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
- TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
- TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
- TWENTY-SIX NEST
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- EPILOGUE
- TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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Finn gathered the rest of her belongings and carried them to Zadie’s car. “Are you sure you want to do this?” Zadie asked.
Finn’s smile answered for her.
SIX SIX MONTHS
(UNTIL NORA WILDER’S DISAPPEARANCE)
They had been on the road for eight hours, although the bleakness of the desert highway made it feel like they’d been driving for as many days. The arid landscape looked like a beach at low tide, an expanse of sand dotted with wiry black sea-urchin shrubs and not much else. Nora had barely said anything since they’d left. Zadie, who was sitting in the passenger seat, was unnerved by her mother’s silence. Normally, Nora would be singing along with the radio or goading her daughters into playing I Spy or some other inane game conceived for the sole purpose of tricking children into thinking that road trips are actually fun, but today she held her body with a military stillness, elbows locked, hands clamped at ten and two on the steering wheel.
“Where are we going?” Zadie asked for what was probably the tenth time.
Nora’s eyes barely flicked in her daughter’s direction. “Man, you really don’t like surprises, do you?”
Zadie crossed her arms. She did like surprises, just not this one. She’d spent the last three hours wishing a premonition would come along and ruin it.
She turned to look at her sister in the back seat. Finn had barely uttered a peep, thanks to a book of crosswords she’d found in the seat-back pocket. If Zadie had had time to pack, she would have brought her iPod or a magazine, something to pass the time other than reading bumper stickers, but Nora had shaken the girls awake at seven A.M., tossed each of them a banana, and practically shoved them out the door with no explanation.
“Seriously, Mom. Do you even know where we’re going?”
“Cool it, Zadie! Jeez … what has gotten into you lately?”
Six months had passed since Zadie had followed her mom to the edge of the cliff. Ever since that night, she’d been keeping a close eye on Nora, spying on her through the front window as she wheeled the trash can to the edge of the road; offering to drop her off and pick her up from work. She even hung a bell on the back door that she’d listen for at night when she was supposed to be sleeping. But Nora didn’t go anywhere, and she appeared to have no memory of the incident that had been haunting Zadie for months. The burden of that night should have belonged to both of them, but it became apparent that Zadie was going to have to carry it alone.
“It’s nothing.”