Chapters (37)
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- BEFORE
- AFTER
- ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
- TWO TIME FOR CAKE
- THREE TWELVE MONTHS
- FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
- SIX SIX MONTHS
- SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
- EIGHT SIX MONTHS
- NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
- TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
- ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
- TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
- THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
- FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
- SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
- SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
- EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
- NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
- TWENTY THREE DAYS
- TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
- TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
- TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
- TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
- TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
- TWENTY-SIX NEST
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- EPILOGUE
- TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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Zadie stared at the picture of the woman on the box. Her hair was the color of toilet bowl cleaner. She was in love. “Let’s do it.”
Nora and Zadie ordered a pizza and took turns painting dye onto each other’s roots. While they waited for their hair to transform from that of mere mortals to that of mythic sea creatures, they watched Splash on the motel TV and laid the seashells they’d collected that day out on the bedspread. For three inimitable hours, Zadie forgot all about their fight the week before. She felt like a kid again, watching birds outside her window as her mom hummed softly and swayed, and swayed, and swayed until Zadie was too big to fit in her arms anymore. Now that they were the same height, they could sway together. They could dance if Zadie let them.
EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
It smelled like rain, like exhumed earthworms and peckish robins; high, fast rivers and overflowing storm drains that turned into their own little creeks in the gutters of roads. It smelled like growth, not bullish leaps of progress, but infinitesimal shifts in color and shape, seedling to flower in many thousands of blinks of an eye. Rain meant change and change was coming. Finn could feel it.
They were winding down a two-lane highway that had been blasted out of a mountainside a hundred years ago by railcars hauling explosives. Not hundreds, but millions of years’ worth of sediment towered on either side of them like castle walls, and ahead, the base of an evergreen mountain, the top of which was hidden behind a dense fog that looked like a plume of uncarded wool.
Joel had offered to give Zadie a break from driving and was now behind the wheel. “Almost there,” he said as he glanced over at the GPS on his phone. Finn was quiet. She didn’t need a GPS to know they were getting close. She could feel it in her gut the same way she could sense a memory. I’ve been here before, she thought, even though she hadn’t.
Joel took the next exit onto a narrow unmarked side road that shimmied its way through a jungle of red cedar, hemlock, and giant prehistoric ferns. The house, according to whatever satellite was still able to send them coordinates, was tucked at the end of the road, three miles deep into the forest and about fifteen from the nearest town. “I can’t believe we still have a signal,” Finn remarked. Then, as fate once tempted is wont to do, the signal dropped.