Chapters (37)
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- BEFORE
- AFTER
- ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
- TWO TIME FOR CAKE
- THREE TWELVE MONTHS
- FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
- SIX SIX MONTHS
- SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
- EIGHT SIX MONTHS
- NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
- TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
- ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
- TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
- THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
- FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
- SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
- SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
- EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
- NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
- TWENTY THREE DAYS
- TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
- TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
- TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
- TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
- TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
- TWENTY-SIX NEST
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- EPILOGUE
- TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
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“Will you thank him for me? Actually, no.” Zadie carefully folded the little hat into a triangle. “I’ll do it myself.” She was excited for Joel. The Hawaii patch had been his white whale. She could just picture him now in his wolf shirt and flip-flops, spending afternoons combing the beach with a metal detector and eating fried shrimp. Whatever life he decided to lead next, she hoped he was happy.
“Aww! She’s tired.” Finn beamed down at the baby in her arms. Sure enough, Wren’s eyelids were drooping and she opened her mouth in a silent, pink yawn.
“Naptime,” Zadie said in a singsong voice as Finn passed Wren back to her.
“Want me to take her?” Nora offered.
“No, it’s okay. You guys catch up. I’ll be right back.”
Zadie climbed the stairs to their bedroom. Birds chirped through the open window as she lowered her daughter gently into her crib. The second Wren hit the mattress, however, she started to squirm. Zadie placed a hand on her daughter’s chest and began to hum. The vibration of her voice must have calmed her, because Wren quickly settled.
“Hush darling, hush
It’s almost day”
They weren’t the real lyrics. The real lyrics were too tragic. Their story would be a happy one.
“THE BIRDS ARE SINGING…”
The perfect half-moons of her baby’s eyes slid shut as she melted into sleep.
“I’M HERE TO STAY.”
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
To my agent, Andrea Somberg: I feel very fortunate to have you in my corner. Thank you for being my guide through the publishing world.
To Peter Wolverton and St. Martin’s Press, for giving me the opportunity to publish for a second time when publishing just one book had already surpassed my most ambitious dreams.
To the folks at Literary Cleveland: Thank you for welcoming me into your community. In particular, I’d like to thank Matt, Jackie, Sam, Josh, and Jane for showing me what a supportive writing group looks like.
To my extended family, including its newest additions. (Four babies in one year!) And to my mom in particular, who has read the book more times than I have.
To Anigran, who would be telling me “Well done!” right about now.
To Max, for holding the baby while I locked myself away in the other room to work on revisions.
And to my son, Malcolm. I asked you to wait until I’d finished the book before you made your entrance into the world, but you had other plans. It’s okay though, because I love you and I can’t wait to watch you grow up. Oh, and I should also probably thank you for mostly sleeping through the night. You have no idea how grateful I am for that.
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