Back The Wilderwomen
Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  37. Newsletter Sign-up

Zadie hoped he was right, but her instincts were telling her otherwise. If an echo was responsible for her disappearance, then the thing they were looking for wasn’t really Finn. It was a memory.

TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE

Finn was running. Nora was running.

She had no car. No bike. Just legs. She ran like her ancestors did before the invention of the wheel.

Amy was calling for her. She thought Nora was running away, but she wasn’t. She was running toward.

Nora would have stopped and said goodbye, but stopping was impossible. All she needed was a running start—like the early flying machines—then her wings would do the rest. Any moment now, they would unfurl.

Any moment now.

Amy’s voice was getting smaller and the water was getting louder.

Any moment now.

Rocks stamped themselves into the flesh of her bare feet. There must have been blood.

Any moment …

If she couldn’t fly, she would have to swim. Some birds could do both.

Cool water, ankle-deep. Then knees. Waist.

Puffins could dive to depths of two hundred feet. Nora just had to make it to the other side of the creek.

The other side of the creek. Then the ocean. She had to make it to the ocean before …

Nora’s thoughts were dropped stitches. Her feet, bloody. Amy’s voice had been swallowed up by the forest and now she was alone.

Zadie, Joel, and Myron hiked back up the hill to Amy’s tree and followed Finn’s prints into the woods. A few minutes of walking led them to what would, on a normal day, be a spectacular view of the valley—vast evergreen forests shrouded in drizzle and fog—but under the current circumstances, it was more daunting than it was beautiful. Without any more footprints to follow, Zadie froze. “So, where do we go now?”

Myron wiped raindrops off his GPS. “Well, usually, when people get lost in the wilderness, they take the path of least resistance.”

“You don’t know Finn.”

“I mean that they let the terrain lead them. Rivers, ridges, anything flat that gives the appearance of a way forward. If I had to guess, I’d say she most likely went that way.” Myron pointed to what appeared to be a path that had been combed over with wild grasses. “It’s not a man-made trail. Probably deer.”

Zadie imagined her sister charging down the foot-wide path, kicking up rocks that skittered down the hillside, miniature previews of what could happen to her if she lost her footing. Supposing she did. Would self-preservation kick in, or would her body fall while her mind was somewhere—someone—else? She pushed the thought away. It’s going to be fine, she told herself. Finn was lost, not dead. They were going to find her, and then they were going to find their mom. That was the plan.