Chapters (37)
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- BEFORE
- AFTER
- ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
- TWO TIME FOR CAKE
- THREE TWELVE MONTHS
- FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
- SIX SIX MONTHS
- SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
- EIGHT SIX MONTHS
- NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
- TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
- ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
- TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
- THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
- FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
- SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
- SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
- EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
- NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
- TWENTY THREE DAYS
- TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
- TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
- TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
- TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
- TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
- TWENTY-SIX NEST
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- EPILOGUE
- TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- Newsletter Sign-up
“Fine. If we’re not going to talk, then I’m putting on music.” Nora punched the power button on the stereo and the cassette deck whirred to life. Zadie leaned her seat back, closed her eyes, and pretended she was still in her own bed.
Finn didn’t like it when her mom and sister fought, and it had been happening a lot lately. It hadn’t always been this way. Something in the past few months had shifted between them, some cosmic disturbance that forced them to say things to each other that they didn’t really mean, then go hours without speaking. Whenever she asked her mom about it, she would just sigh and say, “Teenagers.” Finn didn’t bother pointing out that she, too, was almost a teenager. Sometimes she worried that the moment she turned thirteen, she and her mom would suddenly start hating each other as well.
The fighting had stopped. For now. Zadie’s eyes were closed, but Finn couldn’t tell if she was asleep or just trying to avoid another argument. Her mom was playing Simon & Garfunkel, which did little to liven the mood. It continued this way for an hour or more until her mom suddenly announced, “I think it’s time for a slushy break! Who wants one?” Whatever had been bothering her mom was apparently old news, because she was smiling now and drumming on the steering wheel.
“I do!” Finn said, relieved at the prospect of getting out of the stale car. “The green kind.”
“One Soylent Green coming up.”
Nora got off the highway at the next exit and pulled into a gas station labeled GO FOR GAS. The lettering on the sign was so faded it looked as if it had been hastily colored in with marker, and a bird had built a nest in the cradle of the second O.
The door chimed as they walked inside, and the girls made a beeline for the Slushie machine, two plastic chambers filled with roiling icy slurries of Yellow No. 5 and Blue No. 1.
“Aww. No green,” Finn said with an exaggerated pout.
“Yeah, there is. Watch.” Zadie filled half a cup with yellow slush, followed by blue, then snapped on a lid and shook it vigorously. When she was done, she pulled off the lid and handed the cup to Finn.