Back The Wilderwomen
Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  37. Newsletter Sign-up

Joel hovered in a half squat for a moment, then straightened back up to standing. “Right. Sorry … Anyway, I guess I’m fired now. It sucks because I only have, like, a hundred bucks in my bank account.” He looked plaintively out the window. “I don’t even have a car.”

Finn looked over at her sister. He has nowhere to go, she mouthed.

Zadie shook her head. He’s not coming with us.

Why not?

Because he’s … Joel.

Finn gave Zadie a chastising look and nodded in his direction. Look at him.

Sniffing back tears, Joel bumped against the lamp on the desk and attempted to straighten the crooked shade to no avail.

Did Zadie have a burning desire to spend hours, possibly days, in a car with her ex-boyfriend? Not really. But sometimes, rather than start an argument, she found it easier to just hitch her cart to Finn’s horse and hope it didn’t run them into a bog.

Zadie sighed. “Joel?”

“Yeah?” he replied feebly. The whites of his eyes were pink like they’d been washed with a red sock.

Cart. Horse. Bog. “Do you want to come with us?”

“Really?” He brightened. “But … I thought you hated me.”

“I never hated you, Joel.”

“I annoy you, then.”

“You annoy the shit out of me, but most people do.”

By the way he smiled then, you’d think she’d just professed her undying love. “Thank you, thank you!” he said, brimming with new tears, happy ones. He circled behind Zadie and hugged her shoulders with his forearms as if he was strapping her in for a roller-coaster ride. Zadie stiffened, as she did in ninety-nine out of a hundred hugs, and waited for it to end. She could see her sister grinning out of the corner of her eye, like she was Dorothy watching the Tin Man finally get a heart. I guess that would make Joel the Scarecrow, Zadie thought, and couldn’t help but smile herself.

“I can’t believe you still have the Wedgie Wagon,” Joel, laughing, commented from the back seat of Zadie’s car.

Zadie raised an eyebrow at him in the rearview mirror. They’d just pulled out of the parking lot, and it was obvious to Finn that her sister already regretted her decision to let him tag along. “Don’t call it that.”

“Why not? It’s funny.”

“No, it’s not.”

“Is it because the seats make your underwear ride up?” Finn asked.

“Yes! See? Finn gets it.”

Zadie looked at her sister pointedly. “Whose side are you on?”

“I’m on the side of funny nicknames.” She twisted around in her seat. “So, Joel. What have you been up to these days?”