Chapters (81)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Spring 2019
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Summer 2019
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Autumn 2019
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Winter 2020
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Spring 2020
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Acknowledgments
- Reading Group Guide
- Copyright
It was an admission. She knew the truth. But Freya would fight us till the end. She was unhinged, suffering from postpartum depression, even psychosis. I had to get the baby away from her. She wasn’t safe.
The bell jingled as Freya stormed out of my store.
Chapter 63
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Max returned to the house about an hour after the woman from CPS had left. He’d been windsurfing. Or kayaking . . . some watersport that had wet his dark hair with salt spray. He wore a tank top and board shorts. He looked like he’d just walked off some Hunks of Summer calendar, but I barely noticed.
“Hey,” he mumbled, his eyes scanning the rooms for his wife and her daughter, and finding only me, seated at the dining table. “Where is everyone?”
“A woman came,” I said, swallowing the dread that was clogging my throat, “from Child Protection. Freya thinks Jamie called her. I think she went to the store to confront her.”
Max’s face darkened. “Where’s the baby?”
“Asleep in her crib.”
He ran his hands through his damp hair, making his biceps bulge. “Should I go after her?”
“Yes!” I cried. “What if Freya does something to Jamie? Beats her up or something? She was so angry. . . .”
“She’d never attack Jamie.”
How could he be so confident when he knew, better than anyone, Freya’s violent side?
“She might smash up the store,” I said. “She could get arrested! CPS could take Maggie!”
A few weeks ago, this option might have suited me fine, but I’d grown to care for the little creature. I didn’t want to look after her 24-7, but I didn’t want her in the system. Hawking probably didn’t even have a system. They’d send Maggie to the city, where she’d get swallowed up by the foster care behemoth. She belonged with her father and Jamie.
“Shit . . . ,” Max muttered and moved toward the side table and his car keys.
But the sound of an SUV pulling up out front stopped him in his tracks. A car door slammed, and small feet crunched across the gravel toward the door. My heart thudded in my chest. Freya was back.
A gust of anger energy preceded her into the home. The confrontation had not diffused her rage. Had Jamie admitted to calling CPS? Or denied it? Which would add more fuel to Freya’s fire?
She spoke to Max first. “Child Protection Services was here.”
“Low told me.”
“Jamie swears she didn’t call them,” she said, tossing her keys on the table. “I believe her. She’s too bland to lie convincingly.”
“Then who called?” Max asked.
“I don’t know. But it doesn’t matter because we’re leaving. It was a mistake to move here in the first place, and now everything is totally fucked-up.”
“Where are we going?” Max said to her departing back as she moved to the kitchen.