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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Spring 2019
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Summer 2019
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Autumn 2019
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Winter 2020
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Spring 2020
  64. Chapter 56
  65. Chapter 57
  66. Chapter 58
  67. Chapter 59
  68. Chapter 60
  69. Chapter 61
  70. Chapter 62
  71. Chapter 63
  72. Chapter 64
  73. Chapter 65
  74. Chapter 66
  75. Chapter 67
  76. Chapter 68
  77. Chapter 69
  78. Chapter 70
  79. Acknowledgments
  80. Reading Group Guide
  81. Copyright

I saw the concern, even fear in her eyes. She hadn’t even met the child and she was already fiercely protective. “Except what?”

“Freya wants nothing to do with her. She doesn’t feed her, doesn’t cuddle her. The only time she ever touches her is when we do a photo session.”

“Jesus Christ,” Jamie muttered. “What is wrong with her?”

“Not everyone’s cut out to be a mother,” I said.

“She doesn’t have that luxury,” Jamie cried. “She has a child who’s depending on her.” Her face crumpled up and tears filled her eyes. “This could be damaging the baby’s development.”

I hammered the nail in. “Yeah. She doesn’t seem as alert as my brothers were at the same age.”

Jamie looked at me intently. I could see her internal deliberations, wondering if she could trust me. “I need you to do me a favor.”

“Sure,” I said, keenly. “What is it?”

“I ordered a DNA test,” she said. “If you’ll swab Maggie’s cheek, we can prove that she’s Brian’s child.”

“And then what?” I asked, but I knew what. They would take the baby away.

“We’ll try to work out some kind of custody arrangement with Freya and Max. We’re not trying to take Maggie away from them, but we’re her parents, too. We deserve to be a part of her life.”

A big part, I hoped. “What if they won’t be reasonable?”

“Then we’ll go to court,” Jamie said. “We’ll demand visitation rights. We might even sue them for custody.”

Now she was talking. “I’ll do it,” I said, taking the plastic envelope she proffered. And then I smiled.

“I just want the truth to come out. I just want what’s best for Maggie.”

Chapter 58

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I had ample opportunity to swab the baby’s cheek. In fact, once I was settled into the guest bedroom, I spent hour upon hour alone with Maggie. My presence seemed to lift Freya out of her funk somewhat (a sign of her strong feelings toward me, surely), and she rejoined the world of the living. She still slept a lot, but she also went for mani-pedis and massages, and embarked on a series of laser treatments meant to firm sagging skin at the town’s only medi-spa. Her demeanor was decidedly improved. Though she still showed little interest in her daughter, she was no longer hostile toward her. She would tousle Maggie’s soft blond hair as she passed by, even hold her little hand and marvel at her beauty.

“So pretty,” she’d mumble, like her child was an inanimate object, a ruby necklace or a Birkin bag. Then she’d say, “You two have a nice day!” and leave.