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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Spring 2019
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Summer 2019
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Autumn 2019
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Winter 2020
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Spring 2020
  64. Chapter 56
  65. Chapter 57
  66. Chapter 58
  67. Chapter 59
  68. Chapter 60
  69. Chapter 61
  70. Chapter 62
  71. Chapter 63
  72. Chapter 64
  73. Chapter 65
  74. Chapter 66
  75. Chapter 67
  76. Chapter 68
  77. Chapter 69
  78. Chapter 70
  79. Acknowledgments
  80. Reading Group Guide
  81. Copyright

My head was spinning, the grain alcohol swirling my thoughts. I had wanted to be with Freya, but I couldn’t ignore Max’s dead body on the floor. But if it had been self-defense . . .

“I didn’t want it to be like this, hon, but maybe it’s for the best. Now, we can go to LA. We can build an amazing life together, as partners, and best friends. Maybe more . . .” She still wore the white top she’d donned for our morning photo shoot, but there was a light spray of blood across the chest. And yet, she still looked beautiful despite her husband’s body at her feet. “That is . . . if you still want me.”

I did. Of course I did. But Max . . .

“Help me carry him to the kiln.” Freya had clearly thought this through. “We’ll say he took the boat out and never came back. No one will miss him. There’ll be no evidence.”

Could I do this? For a life with Freya, could I incinerate Max’s body?

“We’ll get a house on the beach,” she said, moving toward me. “Just the two of us. It will be everything you ever wanted.” She was almost on me, her lips slightly parted. She was going to kiss me again. I would be firmly under her spell.

And then, from under Max’s body, I heard a squawk. It was Maggie’s voice coming through the monitor, reminding us that she was there. That she was a part of this. That it would never be just Freya and me.

Freya’s eyes bore into mine, and she smiled, a very small, very cold smile. She grabbed the hammer and moved toward the nursery.

“Stop!” I yelled. At least I think I did; the word may have been screamed in my head only because it had no effect on Freya. She kept stalking toward Maggie, the bloody hammer in her hand.

And so I shot her. I had no choice.

Chapter 68

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If I’d had two dead bodies to deal with, this story would have a very different ending. But Max was still alive . . . unconscious but alive. It would take more than a hammer to the temple to take out a man who’d already endured so much abuse. His breath was shallow and raspy, but it was regular. He would wake up soon. I had to act fast.

Freya lay in a crumpled heap at the entry to the hall. The bullet had entered her back and lodged in her heart, killing her instantly. There was almost no blood; she had bled out internally. Even in death, Freya was perfect and pristine.