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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Spring 2019
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Summer 2019
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Autumn 2019
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Winter 2020
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Spring 2020
  64. Chapter 56
  65. Chapter 57
  66. Chapter 58
  67. Chapter 59
  68. Chapter 60
  69. Chapter 61
  70. Chapter 62
  71. Chapter 63
  72. Chapter 64
  73. Chapter 65
  74. Chapter 66
  75. Chapter 67
  76. Chapter 68
  77. Chapter 69
  78. Chapter 70
  79. Acknowledgments
  80. Reading Group Guide
  81. Copyright

Max was slightly more present, but he had returned to his previous habits: kayaking, running, riding his motorcycle . . . Sometimes he was gone for three or four hours, but he always returned and took the baby from me. He would talk to her and cuddle her, playing with this little stranger as if she were his own. But there was a wistful sadness on his face, even as he smiled and gurgled at the pretty child.

I had collected Maggie’s DNA quickly and efficiently while Freya was being lasered and Max was on his motorbike. But the tube sat in my bag for over a week. I was eager to deliver it to Jamie, eager for her to prove that Maggie was Brian’s baby and take her away. She was a good baby—cheerful and unfussy—but she was still a baby. She still needed constant attention, still pooped, and puked, and screamed when she needed something. But I hadn’t had an opportunity to get away from the house.

Since her parents could not be relied upon, I would have to bring Maggie with me. There was a newborn bucket car seat in the garage. I would strap the baby into my truck, load a bag with diapers and bottles and burp cloths and rattles, and then I would text Jamie and arrange a meeting. There was a small picnic area on the north side of the island’s only lake. The mosquitoes were bad out there this time of year, so it would be abandoned. It had better be. Because if anyone saw us, if anyone told Freya . . . The thought made my forehead sweat and my bowels loosen.

Freya had warned me about Jamie. “There’s something you need to know. . . .”

I knew everything, of course, but I looked at her with wide, innocent eyes, tilting my head like a curious puppy.

“Jamie’s got this crazy idea that Maggie should live with her and Brian.”

“Oh my god. Why?”

“Because she’s delusional. And dangerous. You know she can’t get pregnant, so now she’s obsessed with my baby. You need to keep Maggie away from her. If she shows up here, call the police. And then call Max and me.”

If Freya found out I’d taken the baby anywhere near Jamie, I’d be fired. And kicked out of her home. And banished from her life. And if she found out I provided a sample of her daughter’s DNA . . . Well, I wasn’t sure what Freya was capable of. I just knew I had to be very careful.

And then, one morning, Freya announced that she was going away.

“Away where?” I demanded. Maggie wasn’t even a month old. Freya had only recently started leaving the house. Now she was taking a fucking vacation?

“One of my old friends is having a bachelorette weekend in Sonoma.”

“But all your old friends turned on you.”