Chapters (65)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Part Two
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Part Three
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- About the Publisher
The chalet had a beautiful large stone fireplace wall, plate-glass windows, and a six-person hot tub on the back deck. The boys wanted nothing to do with the hot tub, so that became our oasis. We donned thick white terry-cloth robes and tiptoed to the hot tub each night, with sleeping mountains in the background and twinkling lights surrounding the deck. Those were the best moments of the week.
And that was where and when we agreed we’d make our own baby together.
Seventeen
Cally
MARCH 14, 2002
I learned that there were a lot of ways to do an insemination. I never thought the turkey baster thing was real, but apparently, lots of women did it that way, and apparently, it worked. And there were fancy, more technical versions of the baster. Or some surrogates, like in the Bible, actually had sex with the intended father. But that wasn’t how we did it, thank God. I liked Hal, but he was too old for me. And Ruth never would have allowed that. Nope! Ruth chose the clean and sterile way. At a clinic. With a syringe.
When Ruth and I arrived at Dr. Salovich’s office for the procedure, I had to wait in line before I could check in. To give me privacy, Ruth sat in the waiting area. This was a nice one. Bright and modern. It had a happy feel; after all, this was a place where babies were made. The receptionist seemed glad to see me. “Have a seat, Miss Scott. We’ll be right with you,” she said. Clearly, she recognized me from previous visits, when I’d gotten my shots and prenatal checkups.
I sat next to Ruth and flipped through the parenting magazines. I’d been in a waiting room like this before, when I went in for a Pap smear and exam at my ob-gyn’s office, and they also had a bunch of parenting magazines. But these magazines were different, with titles like American Journal of Fertility and Surrogacy Today. Sitting next to Ruth, I could have been mistaken for her daughter, and I wondered how I could let the other people in the waiting room know I was a surrogate. I wanted them to know I was here for insemination, not infertility.