Chapters (65)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Part Two
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Part Three
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- About the Publisher
“All set?” asked Dr. Salovich when he returned with the sperm.
“Yep,” I said, noticing he had mustard on the corner of his lip. He must have just eaten lunch.
“Pregnancy test was negative,” he said, not looking at me.
My stomach growled, and I punched it.
The nurse with the hips walked in with a cart. She stood at attention, waiting. The doctor placed the tools on the tray, ripping open sterile packages and getting everything ready.
The nurse held my wrist to read the ID bracelet they’d given me. “I have to do this, okay, honey?” she asked.
I nodded. I was getting nervous.
“You are Caroline Ruby Scott?”
“Yes,” I replied to this and the other questions. Birth date, address.
“You are here today for an artificial insemination, correct?”
“Correct.”
“The donor is Harold August Olson?”
“He goes by Hal,” I said, “but I never heard his middle name before.”
The room went quiet for a second, as if the hips nurse was deciding whether I should have known that Hal’s middle name was August. Apparently, there were no more questions. The nurse glanced at the doctor, who was busy setting up between my legs. He wasn’t fazed at all by my lack of knowing Hal’s middle name.
“August, hmm? That’d be a good one for the baby, a good boy name, wouldn’t it, darlin’?” said the hips nurse. She winked at me and moved back to her post beside the cart, ready to assist.
I ignored her.
The doctor began, announcing his every move one second before he did it. I felt the heat of the light again, and him, focusing between my legs, his gloved hand on the inside of my thigh. “No second thoughts, right?” he said. Was this another one of his jokes?
I held my breath. His question made me wonder. Maybe this wasn’t as simple as I’d thought. Was this a good idea?
“No second thoughts,” I said, and he plunged in.
Eighteen
Hal
THURSDAY, DECEMBER 5, 2002
Morning
Ruth is a remarkable person: talented, tenacious, and bright as can be. But she also tends to get anxious. She certainly got worked up over the birth of this child. I thought if anyone should be worried, it would be Cally. She was the one who would be in labor, after all. And I’d been there before, in the delivery room. I’d seen it. Twice. It is indeed thrilling, but let’s be honest: there’s a lot of waiting involved. So I’d planned to carry on with a normal work schedule until the part when they called the doctor and the baby popped out.