Chapters (65)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Part One
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Part Two
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Part Three
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- About the Publisher
“Oh, they’ll hold it against whoever wrote the contract,” said Pat, pausing to let that sink in, and we both knew who wrote the contract. “They’ll say that since Hal wrote it, if he wanted to escape liability, he should have put the language in the contract. And since he didn’t, he can’t now claim it.”
“Making him, and us, legally responsible?” I asked.
“Correct,” said Pat. “Does that help? But I’m not a lawyer. I can’t give legal advice.”
“I know, I know,” I said. As I hung up, I smiled because I’d gotten exactly what I’d wanted, and it wasn’t legal advice: it was a solution.
Fifty-Five
Ruth and Cally
MARCH 2003
By the time Ruth pulled up outside Cally’s building, the baby was asleep, and Ruth wondered how she could prove her troubles now. Had she made it all up? All the misery. The colic. In Ruth’s vision of this moment, the way she had rehearsed it in her head, she would present the crying baby, holding her out, as if showing Cally the evidence. Then Cally would take the child and the pain would be relieved. But with the baby sound asleep, Ruth simply unbuckled the car carrier and lugged it to the front door. She rang the buzzer.
“Hello?” said a voice tentatively.
“Um, it’s me. Ruth.” There was a pause on the other end of the static. Squinting against the sun, Ruth wondered if there was a security camera capturing her on Cally’s steps. Ruth wiped her face and took a deep breath. The air was wetter and milder, with a sweetness in its slow promise of spring.
“I’ll be right down,” said Cally finally. When she opened the building’s front door, her mouth dropped. She covered her face, clearly not expecting that Ruth would have brought the baby with her. “What are you doing here?” They hadn’t seen each other since the temporary custody hearing, and the baby hadn’t been in the courtroom.
“Can we come in?” said Ruth, barging through the doorway.
Cally stepped backward into the entryway to make room for Ruth and the car seat. The baby was bigger than she’d been in Cally’s memories. She looked so much older, like someone had put a first-grader into a shrinking machine. Her little head had grown from an orange to a musk melon. Her legs were chunky. She looked like she could step out of that car carrier, march down the stairs, and run away. Cally’s mother was a runner; maybe Nell would be, too.
“Thanks,” said Ruth, letting the heavy door close behind her. The entryway became darker without the bright sun. Ruth took off her hat and ran a hand through her hair.