Chapters (60)
- Cover
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- Dedication
- KARLA
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Epilogue
- The Affair
- Hear more from Sheryl
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- A Letter from Sheryl
- The Babysitter
- The Second Wife
- Acknowledgements
‘Worse than.’ I avert my gaze, fixing it hard on ceiling, but as hard as I try to stop them, still the tears come. ‘I think he hates me.’
‘Nonsense. Jason couldn’t hate you if he tried,’ Mum says, discernible agitation in her voice as she tries to reassure me. ‘You’re overreacting.’
That’s exactly what I’ve done. My father is the one full of hatred, for Jason, for reasons I will never understand. He hinted that there might be evidence of my husband cheating on me on his laptop and I leapt on it. Evidence that might even have been planted there by him. I don’t know whether my father would sink that low, but I’m not sure I believe Mark’s claim to have been using Jason’s laptop either. Isn’t it more likely that, realising Jason needed help getting out of a hole, he was covering his friend’s back? Regardless, I can’t believe Jason would do such a thing. Yet I hurled accusations at him, loudly, in front of his staff. And all this after he’d come from a meeting with my father that had clearly been soul-destroying. Jason should hate me, but he could never hate me as much as I hate myself right now.
‘He found me in his office,’ I confide miserably, as Mum wraps an arm around me and steers me firmly towards the kitchen. ‘He came back from seeing Dad to find me checking his internet history.’
‘His internet history?’ Mum’s step falters. ‘But… Why?’
‘Because of Dad,’ I say, as she stares at me, astonished. ‘Why is he doing this, Mum? What does he have against him? I don’t understand.’ The tears come in earnest then. ‘Please… make him stop.’
Nineteen
DIANA
Hearing Robert’s key in the lock, Diana placed the last of her grandchildren’s dinner dishes in the dishwasher and braced herself to go and speak to him. She rarely talked to him about anything meaningful, mainly because, being the opinionated person that he was, Robert rarely listened. But she needed to now. She had to establish what had gone on between him and Jason earlier that day. Karla was worried to death, and she couldn’t believe Robert was so oblivious to that fact that he would continue these ridiculous attempts to drive Jason from her life. He and Karla were together, married with two children, for goodness’ sake. It was time Robert damn well accepted it.
‘Evening,’ he called shortly from the hall.
Diana didn’t answer. That would be far too happy-couple-ish. They hadn’t been that in a very long time. They rubbed along, he doing his thing, she doing hers, but that was all. She was content to do so. If he rocked the boat, though… She had assets now, and wouldn’t hesitate to leave him clinging to the wreckage on his own.