Chapters (60)
- Cover
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- Dedication
- KARLA
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Epilogue
- The Affair
- Hear more from Sheryl
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- A Letter from Sheryl
- The Babysitter
- The Second Wife
- Acknowledgements
‘All of the seas,’ Jason assures me, wiping the blood from my mouth with the pad of his thumb. ‘Don’t leave me, Karla,’ he begs, a tear falling from his eyelashes as he lowers his forehead gently to mine. ‘I can’t climb this mountain without you. Please forgive me.’
Can I?
Epilogue
DIANA
His lips had still held the sweet piquancy of forbidden fruit: Michael Kinsella. Karla and Sarah had adored him. In her mind’s eye, Diana could see the girls walking with him on one of their outings. Just five years old, they’d placed their tiny hands trustingly in Michael’s as they skipped along beside him, chattering excitedly as they went.
Robert had been away, on one of his business trips, where he would no doubt wine and dine and bed his latest conquest. They’d been going on the popular Blossom Trail that day. She hadn’t talked of Robert. Michael hadn’t talked of his wife. They’d simply enjoyed each other’s company, the ice cream, the picnic she’d prepared.
Closing her eyes, Diana recalled Karla and Sarah sitting opposite Michael, their earnest eyes fixed on his, their faces a picture of studiousness as they’d watched him. Michael’s melodic laughter – she heard it as Karla emulated him, carefully enunciating each roll and lilt of his accent. She’d been a budding little actor even then: inventing stories; performing plays in the back garden and inviting the neighbourhood children. And charging them for the show, Diana remembered, her mouth curving into a smile. Robert had said she was taking after him.
Diana’s heart saddened at the thought of her husband. His reputation had meant everything to him, more than any woman ever could. That was gone now. She still didn’t know the whole truth about what had happened on the night Sarah had died. She wished she hadn’t banned Robert from the marital bed whenever he’d been drinking. But it was what it was. She couldn’t undo it. She’d carried her guilt. He’d carried his. Perhaps, when Karla was stronger, she would be able to visit her at the hospital and ask her.
Assuming Karla would talk to her. Assuming she wasn’t in prison. Would Michael visit her if she was, she wondered? He would. He’d always been there for her. That was the thing about love, she supposed: it knew no restraints. She wished she could have learned to love Robert a little better.
At least now the media couldn’t hound him to his grave. That was one small mercy.
Wishing he might rest peacefully in death where he never had in life, Diana slipped on her coat – and turned to accompany the police officers through the throng of reporters to the waiting car.