Chapters (60)
- Cover
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- Dedication
- KARLA
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Epilogue
- The Affair
- Hear more from Sheryl
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- A Letter from Sheryl
- The Babysitter
- The Second Wife
- Acknowledgements
On the hall floor? Because she’d drunk too much, Jason deduced, feeling her pain, her utter bewilderment. He wished he could communicate that much to her. That he felt it, too. That he always would.
‘Did you not recognise me?’ Karla added, with a heart-wrenching smile.
Jason swallowed. He guessed she was referring to her hair, which she’d worn sweeping her shoulders not so long ago. Jason tried not to recall the soft, silky feel of it, how he’d never been able to resist twining it around his hands as they made sweet love together. Now it was short, and dyed a striking auburn. It suited her face. She had beautiful bone structure, high cheekbones; she was perfect. He couldn’t help feeling that this new look just wasn’t her though.
Karla’s fingers went to the nape of her neck. ‘It’s temporary, the hair colour – comb in and wash out,’ she said, as if reading his mind. She’d always been pretty shrewd at that.
‘I gathered.’ Jason’s mouth twitched into a smile. ‘It’s run a bit.’ He nodded towards her neck; resisted reaching to wipe the tell-tale drip of watery auburn away.
‘Ah.’ Karla touched her fingers to it. ‘I went walking in the rain,’ she said. Noting the immense sadness in her eyes, Jason looked away. He had to. His mind had immediately gone to Jessie and the comment she’d made about romantic walks in the rain.
Looking back to Karla, his gaze strayed to her hand, now resting at the soft hollow of her neck. Her ring finger was bare, he noticed. He simply couldn’t allow his mind to go there. ‘You broke a nail,’ he said throatily.
Her expression surprised, Karla turned the back of her hand towards her face, going slightly cross-eyed as she examined it. ‘Oh,’ she said, and shrugged. ‘Not to worry. It’s just another little piece of me.’
Jason drew in a breath. It stopped short of his chest. ‘You need to lie down,’ he said, carefully threading an arm around her.
‘There are many pieces, you know, that make up the whole of me,’ Karla went on, allowing him to ease her to her feet.
‘I know.’ Jason nodded. He did know. The carefree side of her, the woman who would let go of her worries and mesmerise people on the dance floor – she’d lost that part of herself because of him.
‘Does she have nice hair?’ Karla asked him, as he attempted to help her towards the stairs.
‘Who?’ he asked.
‘Jessie, your girlfriend.’
Jason stopped walking.
‘I like her belly button piercing.’
Jesus. Jason’s heart dropped like a stone.