Chapters (60)
- Cover
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- Dedication
- KARLA
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Epilogue
- The Affair
- Hear more from Sheryl
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- A Letter from Sheryl
- The Babysitter
- The Second Wife
- Acknowledgements
Seeing Karla come down again, carrying her holdall, Jason’s gut clenched. Christ. She wasn’t, was she? Going off on one of her jaunts to God only knew where? Some bloody nightclub. Not with girlfriends, he now knew.
‘Karla, where are you going?’ he asked her, walking into the hall.
‘I told Holly the meal would be all right for tomorrow,’ Karla answered. Unhooking her jacket, she looked back at him, smiling sadly. ‘She’s not speaking to me apparently. Again.’
Jason’s heart ached for her. ‘Don’t go out, Karla,’ he asked her, growing scared now – for her.
‘I have to. I can’t stay here, not tonight. I’ll be back…’ Karla laughed. ‘I was going to say tomorrow, but I suppose you don’t really care one way or the other.’
‘Karla, don’t. Please.’ Jason caught her arm as she reached for the door.
Karla hesitated, and then she turned slowly back to face him. ‘Stop me,’ she said quietly, her eyes glassy with tears. ‘Tell me you love me.’
Thirty-Eight
JASON
With time on his hands now that Mark and Rachel were getting into the swing of running the company, Jason took the opportunity to use the office facilities over the next few days to job hunt. For Karla’s sake, he knew he needed to move on – he would never forget the haunted look in her eyes when she’d asked him to tell her he loved her. Her heart had been breaking. It had cracked his wide open. There was no way he could stay. What was happening between them now was sheer torture.
He couldn’t envisage actually leaving though. Up until now, he’d had no clue where he would go, what he would do with his life. He’d found himself leaning towards working in Ireland after Jessie’s invitation to spend some time with her in County Carlow, and he’d made a few enquiries. Nothing much had grabbed his attention – his heart really hadn’t been in it. On a whim, he’d called an extreme sports company based in Ireland. Mark and he had holidayed there a few times way back when they were both single with a view to taking microlighting lessons in Kildare. He’d been surprised when they’d rated his knowledge in the extreme sports field and told him they were looking for people on the team-building and corporate events side. It seemed like fate, almost. Yeah, and the way his luck had been lately, Jason couldn’t help wondering what the sting in the tail would be.