Chapters (60)
- Cover
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- Dedication
- KARLA
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Epilogue
- The Affair
- Hear more from Sheryl
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- A Letter from Sheryl
- The Babysitter
- The Second Wife
- Acknowledgements
And Jason’s gut constricted. ‘Will do.’ He forced the words out and tried very hard to oust the image that immediately sprang to mind: his baby girl’s image on the monitor, her heart beating sure and strong. A heart Fenton had never wanted to beat, a child he’d never wanted to come into being. He would have expunged her life. He would have had Karla abort her. And now he was supposed to pass on that child’s love to the man?
Jesus Christ. He couldn’t do this. He would never be able to live with it, would never get his head around it. How the hell did Fenton live with himself?
Hearing the front door close, Jason dragged in a ragged breath and held it. So, what could he do? Exhaling slowly, he studied himself hard in the mirror. Bail out now? Or save his marriage and give that child, both of his children, a chance of a decent future?
It wasn’t really open for debate any more, he realised. He cared about Karla and his kids, while Fenton never had and never would.
Determined to go through with it, whatever it cost him personally, Jason rebuttoned his shirt – and reached for his tie.
Twelve
KARLA
Skidding into my office terribly late, I make it my first priority to send Jason a quick good luck message, praying that the meeting with my father goes well for him, and then settle down to do some actual work. My presence has obviously been missed. Noting the mountain of post that should have been sorted departmentally and distributed by one of the admin assistants, I make a start on it, and then glance up as there’s a tap on the adjoining door.
‘Morning, Karla,’ says John, the chief executive, coming through from his office.