Chapters (60)
- Cover
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- Dedication
- KARLA
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Epilogue
- The Affair
- Hear more from Sheryl
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- A Letter from Sheryl
- The Babysitter
- The Second Wife
- Acknowledgements
Oh God. It had taken ages to get Josh to accept wearing glasses. He’d only fallen in love with them when we’d splashed out for some Harry Potter specs. Now, he would be devastated. My heart aching for him, I go to him, ruffle his hair and crouch down in front of him.
Josh wipes his arm under his nose and blinks at me through his lopsided glasses. ‘Sorry, Mum,’ he mumbles. ‘I know you’re short of money.’
Realising my children are much more intuitive and sensitive than I give them credit for, I swallow hard and take hold of his hands. ‘Not that short,’ I assure him. ‘In any case, I reckon the optician will easily be able to fix them.’
Josh brightens at that. ‘You reckon?’
‘I reckon.’ I’m sure can feel my boy’s heartbeat next to mine as he stands to give me a firm hug – something he rarely does anywhere near school now that he’s ‘growing up’ – and I squeeze him a little bit closer before he wriggles away.
‘Holly was ace,’ he says enthusiastically. ‘She smacked Nathan Miller right in the mouth.’ Josh quickly stops talking as the headmistress’s door opens and his sister appears.
Holly’s wearing a scowl. The headmistress is frowning behind her.
‘I’ve had a word with Holly about speaking to her teacher or coming to see me before she gives in to the inclination to hit people, Mrs Connolly,’ she says. ‘Do you think you could reinforce that at home?’
‘I most certainly will.’ I match her stern frown with one of my own, then take hold of Holly’s hand and offer Josh my other one. ‘I imagine her father will have something to say, too.’
Holly’s shoulders drop dejectedly at that. She drags her feet all the way back to the exit. ‘Are you going to tell Dad?’ she asks worriedly, once we’re outside.
‘Not sure.’ I glance sideways at her. ‘For the record, though, while I don’t want you doing that again – ever – I’m quite proud of you.’
‘You are?’ Holly’s eyes spring wide with surprise.
‘I am. Make sure to go to your teacher next time, or text me, but yes, I’m proud of you for sticking up for Josh. In fact, I think we’ll pop by Nan’s for a little apple pie and ice cream,’ I say, feeling inspired by Holly’s attitude. ‘It’s not a reward,’ I make sure to add. ‘Just a bit of a treat after a bad day. What do you think?’
‘Cool,’ the kids say in unison, and I feel marginally better that they’re healthy and happy, despite the problems between Jason and me.