Chapters (60)
- Cover
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- Dedication
- KARLA
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Epilogue
- The Affair
- Hear more from Sheryl
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- A Letter from Sheryl
- The Babysitter
- The Second Wife
- Acknowledgements
‘Oh.’ I quickly tone down the smile. ‘Yes, thanks. Sorry about having to dash to the dentist. I would have booked it for later in the week, but I didn’t get a wink’s sleep all night.’ That’s actually not far from the truth. Instead of worrying about our finances or dreaming about Sarah, her voice popping into my head, forcing me awake, I was concerned about Jason. I do believe that he simply forgot to delete the photograph on his phone and that he has no inclination to ogle other women, but after what happened in bed last night – or rather, what didn’t happen – I couldn’t help worrying that he didn’t fancy me any more. But then, he’d been so gutted, with such a tortured, remorseful look in his eyes – because he was assuming I would think the worst, I suspect – which only goes to show how much he does care. My concern now is more for him than myself. I can’t bear the thought of him feeling more humiliated than he must already.
‘No problem. You needn’t have rushed in, apart from the fact that the place might grind to a halt without you, that is,’ John says, bringing my mind back to work, rather than where it is at present: wondering what might have happened this morning. He’d kissed me so tenderly, said such sweet things to me…
Dismissing my thoughts, which are not entirely appropriate for the office, I smile up at John. ‘I’m fine,’ I assure him. ‘Still a little bit sore, but it’s nothing a painkiller won’t fix.’
‘Well, slip off early if you do find you’re suffering. You have plenty of overtime owed to you, and I’m sure we can keep the ship afloat for a few hours.’ John gives me a friendly wink.
‘I will.’ I nod and quietly pray that, with my father’s help, Jason can keep the ship afloat. He will. My father is a wily businessman, but when he’s made up his mind to invest in something, he will plough as much cash into it as is needed. I’m half hoping he and Jason might get on a little better if they have a business interest in common. It’s a bit of a forlorn hope. My father seems to go all out to antagonise Jason sometimes.
‘Sorry about those.’ John indicates the several files on my desk, atop which are audio tapes, which will need distributing for typing up. ‘The development department has hit some problems with the snagging report on the new-build site, and the community services department rota’s gone to pot again. People off sick with the bug that’s going about, I’m afraid.’