Chapters (60)
- Cover
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- Dedication
- KARLA
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Epilogue
- The Affair
- Hear more from Sheryl
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- A Letter from Sheryl
- The Babysitter
- The Second Wife
- Acknowledgements
Jason doesn’t appear to have heard me speaking to him. Looking preoccupied, he dumps his computer bag and his mobile on the hall table and searches through his pockets. ‘Haven’t seen my wallet, have you?’ he asks, a frown crossing his face.
‘On the dressing table,’ I supply. ‘I found it in the bathroom this morning. You must have left it in there last night.’
‘Oh, right. Cheers,’ Jason says distractedly, and turns back to the stairs.
‘Are you going into the office?’ I ask him again, as he bounds up them.
‘Yes, sorry,’ Jason calls back. ‘Mark’s made some headway with the software problem. I’m hoping we’ll be able to video link with the client later. Are you okay with that?’
‘Yes, fine,’ I assure him, hiding my disappointment and mentally crossing my fingers for him. ‘You did say you would go to the park and play football with the kids, but I’m sure they won’t mind me as a substitute.’
‘Damn!’ Jason turns at the top of the stairs. ‘I forgot.’ He shrugs guiltily. ‘Do you mind?’
‘No problem.’ I smile. I’m determined to make sure Holly and Josh do stuff that doesn’t involve looking at a screen: outdoor things, preferably – everything from planting a bulb and watching it grow to flying a kite. Jason will probably be glad to be off the hook. As the park backs onto Mum and Dad’s house, I usually drop in whenever we go, and I know Jason would hate every minute.
‘Apart from the fact that Mum can’t play football,’ Holly pipes up from the kitchen.
‘Thanks for the vote of confidence, Holly.’ I sigh and eye the ceiling. ‘I was going to suggest we make an afternoon of it and go to Coffee and Cupcakes, but I’m not sure you deserve cupcakes now.’
‘But she’s brilliant in goal,’ Holly adds hastily.
Shaking his head, Jason laughs. ‘Good move, Holly,’ he says. ‘You’re sure?’ he asks me. Even from the foot of the stairs, I can see his dark, all-telling eyes are clouded with concern. I’m grateful that, after last night, he still cares. Glad he’s still fighting.
‘Of course. They are my children, for my sins.’ Urging him on, I turn towards the kitchen, aiming to grab him a couple of cereal bars, since he won’t have eaten. And then I step back as the landline rings.
‘I’ve got it,’ Jason shouts.