Chapters (60)
- Cover
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- Dedication
- KARLA
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Epilogue
- The Affair
- Hear more from Sheryl
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- A Letter from Sheryl
- The Babysitter
- The Second Wife
- Acknowledgements
‘Oh joy,’ Jessie said, sounding not very joyous. ‘I’d better get back, I suppose, before I’m for the high jump. Meanwhile, you go to bed. Lie down, at least, or you’ll be fit for nothing in the morning. Just imagine I’m giving you a nice slow massage, and if your imagination runs away with you, I’ll talk dirty to you tomorrow.’
Jason laughed. ‘You’re incorrigible, do you know that?’
‘And you can’t get enough of me, I know. Uh-oh, clinical lead on the warpath – gotta go. Sleep! That’s an order. We’ll talk tomorrow.’
‘Night, Jessie,’ Jason said softly, his emotions ricocheting between relief and guilt. Talking to her kept him sane, but also reminded him that Karla had no one to confide in – unless things had developed with the guy he’d seen her with. Had they? Try as he might not to let it, Jason’s gut twisted at that thought. Where the hell was she?
Running a hand tiredly over his face, he made his way to the spare room, supposing he should take Jessie’s advice and lie down. He wouldn’t sleep. He rarely did when Karla was out. He intended to go in to the office tomorrow, to tie up some loose ends, but he’d already told Mark it might be late morning, so that wasn’t a problem. Mark was pretty much running the place now anyway. He would probably run it a damn sight better than he had. He’d given Jason the option to buy back into the business at some future point, if things didn’t work out at the extreme sports company he’d approached in Ireland. Jason didn’t envisage going back. He’d had it with ecommerce. He needed a clean break, a new future, to be able to live a life that hadn’t been built on a lie. That future may or may not be with Jessie, but her cottage in County Carlow made Ireland seem like a haven – for a few days, at least, while he tried to sort things out.
Jessie had been thrilled for him about the job. Jason guessed he was pleased too. Assuming they offered him a position, it would give him the chance to indulge his passion. Sadly, extreme sports weren’t something he’d done much of since he’d been married. He hadn’t really minded, figuring that, as a father, one of his responsibilities was not to risk life and limb thrill-seeking.