Chapters (60)
- Cover
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- Dedication
- KARLA
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Epilogue
- The Affair
- Hear more from Sheryl
- Books by Sheryl Browne
- A Letter from Sheryl
- The Babysitter
- The Second Wife
- Acknowledgements
Where in God’s name was she? Ending the call as Karla’s phone went to voicemail, Jason tried to bury the dark thoughts rattling around in his head, as they did every time she stayed out. There was nothing he could do. He couldn’t stop her. All he could do was wait and pray she was safe.
Checking on Josh, he lifted the iPad from his bed, carefully removed his son’s glasses from his face and then reached to flick off the bedside light. Josh had taken to leaving it on at night lately. Up until recently, he’d claimed he was ‘too big’ for night lights. Four foot six being a little short of the average height for a ten-year-old, he wasn’t actually that big. Right now, he looked exactly like what he was: a vulnerable, confused child.
Swallowing back his guilt at the part he’d played in turning his children’s worlds upside down, Jason tucked the duvet around Josh and then headed back to the landing. Aware of his son’s propensity to see shadows in corners if he did wake in the small hours, he left the door open a fraction then went to check on Holly.
Her lamp was also on, he realised, as he noticed the light spilling from under her door. He eased the door open and peered around it, and his heart sank. She’d fallen asleep with her earphones in. They would both be exhausted in the morning.