Chapters (105)
- Praise
- Title Page
- Contents
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Saturday
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Ten months earlier
- Sunday
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Nine months earlier
- Monday
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Six months earlier
- Tuesday
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Four months earlier
- Wednesday
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- One month earlier
- Thursday
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- One Month Later
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by T.M. Logan
- A message from TM Logan
- Copyright
I stepped outside, drawn by the smells of olive trees, pine, and rich red earth cooling in the darkness. The chirping of crickets was a continuous soft background tone beneath everything else, the sky ink-black, a perfect blanket of stars stretching from one horizon to the other. More stars than I could ever remember seeing at home.
My eye was drawn down again, and from deep within the shadows I saw a tiny flicker of movement. An orange glow.
I wasn’t alone on the balcony.
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I flinched as something flew out of the darkness, fluttering close to my head.
‘The bats are out in force tonight,’ a deep voice said.
I turned towards it, the orange glow of a cigarette end like a firefly in the dark.
‘They come out for the insects,’ the voice continued.
‘Russ?’ I said, gathering the dressing gown more tightly around my body.
‘Evening.’ His voice was low and slow. ‘Couldn’t you sleep?’
‘I needed some water.’ As my eyes adjusted to the darkness, I made out Rowan’s husband slumped in one of the big wicker chairs at the edge of the balcony, long legs splayed out in front of him, a bottle on the small table next to him, a brandy glass next to it with an inch of amber liquid in it.
‘Fancy a drink?’
‘I’m OK with water, thanks.’
He held up the bottle. ‘This will help you sleep. Twenty-year-old cognac, the finest sedative money can buy.’
‘Really, I’m fine.’
‘Works every time, guaranteed.’ He sloshed more brandy into his own glass.
Another bat flittered overhead, a tiny black shape against the dark sky. Arms crossed over my chest, I looked behind me at the villa. All the windows were dark; everyone else was asleep. It was just the two of us still awake. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d had a chat one-to-one with Russ, a conversation that hadn’t been an awkward few minutes at a barbecue or New Year’s Eve party. In fact, I’d seen Odette’s live-in nanny, Inés, far more often than I’d seen him at the family home.
I wanted to get away, go back to bed, but part of me was also intrigued.
‘Have you been out here long?’ I asked.
He plucked a new cigarette out of the packet and lit it straight off the old one before flicking the butt away with a practised snap of thumb and forefinger. The glowing orange butt spun in a high arc, end-over-end, and there was a hiss from the darkness below as it hit the swimming pool.
‘Not long enough for my darling wife.’
I didn’t know how to respond to that. A row, I guessed, although I’d not heard anything.