Chapters (105)
- Praise
- Title Page
- Contents
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Saturday
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Ten months earlier
- Sunday
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Nine months earlier
- Monday
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Six months earlier
- Tuesday
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Four months earlier
- Wednesday
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- One month earlier
- Thursday
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- One Month Later
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by T.M. Logan
- A message from TM Logan
- Copyright
‘Can’t believe how warm it still is,’ I said. ‘Will you close the sliding door when you come in?’ I turned to go and was almost at the door when he spoke again.
‘You probably think,’ he said abruptly, ‘that I was too harsh with Odette this evening, don’t you?’
I stopped, turning back to him. ‘I know how difficult it can be sometimes with small children.’
‘The bloody nanny lets her get away with anything. No discipline. Nothing. And she’s so bloody stubborn, just like her mother. Always has to get what she wants, never does what she’s told.’
‘It’s just a stage, all kids go through it.’
He grunted and took another swallow of brandy. ‘I bet you think I’m one of those blokes who can’t stand his wife to earn more than him.’
‘No,’ I said, not entirely truthfully.
‘Not like you and your other half.’
‘How do you mean?’
‘Well, you’re like the perfect couple, aren’t you?’
‘I don’t know about that.’
He pointed a long finger at me. ‘That’s what Rowan says to me. “Why can’t you be more like Sean?” It’s her favourite line. And I say to her, “What, be more Irish?”’ He gave a mirthless, gravelly laugh.
‘Really?’
He poured another inch of brandy into his glass. ‘Oh yes, your husband is quite the role model, apparently.’ He held the bottle out to me. ‘You sure you won’t change your mind about that drink?’
Cognac was the last thing on my mind, but I wanted to keep him talking.
Why can’t you be more like Sean?
‘Go on then. A small one.’
I drank my water down in a swift gulp and handed him the empty glass, accepting it back a moment later with a hefty measure of the amber liquid in the bottom. At least a triple, I guessed. I perched on the edge of the chair next to him and we stared out into the darkness, the distant hills bathed in silvery moonlight. Somewhere below us, down in the village, a dog barked once then fell silent.
I sipped the cognac, the fiery liquid burning as it went down. It reminded me of teenage parties, raiding my parents’ booze cabinet and grimacing through shots of dessert liqueur and Greek ouzo and long-forgotten cherry brandy.
‘So,’ I said, ‘what do you think she means when she says she wants you to be more like Sean?’
‘God knows. Better with Odette. Better at home. Just . . . better.’
For one mad moment I thought about telling him what I knew. About the messages. To share this burden with someone, get another point of view. A neutral point of view. Russ was so drunk that he probably wouldn’t remember it in the morning, anyway, but I couldn’t take the risk. I had to keep this secret to myself, at least for now.