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Chapters (105)
  1. Praise
  2. Title Page
  3. Contents
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Saturday
  7. Chapter 1
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Ten months earlier
  21. Sunday
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. Chapter 17
  26. Chapter 18
  27. Chapter 19
  28. Chapter 20
  29. Chapter 21
  30. Chapter 22
  31. Chapter 23
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Nine months earlier
  34. Monday
  35. Chapter 25
  36. Chapter 26
  37. Chapter 27
  38. Chapter 28
  39. Chapter 29
  40. Chapter 30
  41. Chapter 31
  42. Chapter 32
  43. Chapter 33
  44. Chapter 34
  45. Chapter 35
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Six months earlier
  48. Tuesday
  49. Chapter 37
  50. Chapter 38
  51. Chapter 39
  52. Chapter 40
  53. Chapter 41
  54. Chapter 42
  55. Chapter 43
  56. Chapter 44
  57. Chapter 45
  58. Chapter 46
  59. Chapter 47
  60. Four months earlier
  61. Wednesday
  62. Chapter 48
  63. Chapter 49
  64. Chapter 50
  65. Chapter 51
  66. Chapter 52
  67. Chapter 53
  68. Chapter 54
  69. Chapter 55
  70. Chapter 56
  71. Chapter 57
  72. Chapter 58
  73. Chapter 59
  74. Chapter 60
  75. One month earlier
  76. Thursday
  77. Chapter 61
  78. Chapter 62
  79. Chapter 63
  80. Chapter 64
  81. Chapter 65
  82. Chapter 66
  83. Chapter 67
  84. Chapter 68
  85. Chapter 69
  86. Chapter 70
  87. Chapter 71
  88. Chapter 72
  89. Chapter 73
  90. Chapter 74
  91. Chapter 75
  92. Chapter 76
  93. Chapter 77
  94. Chapter 78
  95. Chapter 79
  96. Chapter 80
  97. One Month Later
  98. Chapter 81
  99. Chapter 82
  100. Chapter 83
  101. Acknowledgements
  102. About the Author
  103. Also by T.M. Logan
  104. A message from TM Logan
  105. Copyright

‘But I bet it was only in the water for a few seconds. That’s a bit different to me being underwater and swimming around with the phone in my pocket for like ten minutes.’

‘Can’t believe you jumped into the pool with it.’ Our son turned to me, smiling. ‘Can you believe it, Mummy?’

I knew why Sean had done it. He knew, too. But it didn’t matter. This charade of ours was all for the kids’ benefit.

‘It is a bit of a Daddy thing to do,’ I said, as cheerfully as I could manage.

We both knew it wasn’t an accident – I couldn’t ask him about the messages now, and that was that. Now that his phone was broken, I couldn’t access them unless I could get his login and password for Messenger online, and that was never going to happen. My guess was that after I left the poolside he’d checked his phone and seen the message. It seemed that he’d not been in time to warn Izzy off, though.

But I didn’t want Daniel to be exposed to the corrosion that was eating away at his parents’ marriage. Not yet. He needed to be protected for as long as possible.

Chapter 47

47

Sean

‘How long have you got?’ Sean said, looking over his shoulder.

‘Not long. Keep your voice down.’

‘I wanted to—’

‘Not here,’ she said softly. ‘Where’s Kate?’

‘Busy with the kids.’

‘We can talk downstairs in the wine cellar. Follow me.’

She led him across the kitchen to an alcove lined with jars and tins of food, with a door at the end. She went to it and pulled the door open, switching on the light and gesturing to him to follow.

A flight of concrete steps led downwards into the bowels of the villa, the air cool and earthy away from the fierce heat of the evening. They walked side by side, hands almost touching, down a long passage carved out of the rock, lined from floor to ceiling on one side with rack after rack of dusty wine bottles.

She stepped back into a shadow, beckoning to him.

‘So, how are you doing?’

He moved towards her, closing the distance between them. He put a hand on her arm, the skin warm and smooth beneath his fingers.

‘Kate knows,’ he said.

She shook her head.

‘No. She doesn’t.’

‘How can you be so sure?’

‘I just know.’

‘She’s convinced herself that something is up.’

She moved closer, lowering her voice.

‘That’s not the same thing as knowing. Not by a long way. What has she said to you?’

‘It’s just getting more and more complicated. I constantly feel like I’m going to fuck up and it’s all going to come crashing down.’

‘That isn’t going to happen.’

‘I don’t know how much longer I can do this for. I feel so guilty about it.’