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Chapters (105)
  1. Praise
  2. Title Page
  3. Contents
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Saturday
  7. Chapter 1
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Ten months earlier
  21. Sunday
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. Chapter 17
  26. Chapter 18
  27. Chapter 19
  28. Chapter 20
  29. Chapter 21
  30. Chapter 22
  31. Chapter 23
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Nine months earlier
  34. Monday
  35. Chapter 25
  36. Chapter 26
  37. Chapter 27
  38. Chapter 28
  39. Chapter 29
  40. Chapter 30
  41. Chapter 31
  42. Chapter 32
  43. Chapter 33
  44. Chapter 34
  45. Chapter 35
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Six months earlier
  48. Tuesday
  49. Chapter 37
  50. Chapter 38
  51. Chapter 39
  52. Chapter 40
  53. Chapter 41
  54. Chapter 42
  55. Chapter 43
  56. Chapter 44
  57. Chapter 45
  58. Chapter 46
  59. Chapter 47
  60. Four months earlier
  61. Wednesday
  62. Chapter 48
  63. Chapter 49
  64. Chapter 50
  65. Chapter 51
  66. Chapter 52
  67. Chapter 53
  68. Chapter 54
  69. Chapter 55
  70. Chapter 56
  71. Chapter 57
  72. Chapter 58
  73. Chapter 59
  74. Chapter 60
  75. One month earlier
  76. Thursday
  77. Chapter 61
  78. Chapter 62
  79. Chapter 63
  80. Chapter 64
  81. Chapter 65
  82. Chapter 66
  83. Chapter 67
  84. Chapter 68
  85. Chapter 69
  86. Chapter 70
  87. Chapter 71
  88. Chapter 72
  89. Chapter 73
  90. Chapter 74
  91. Chapter 75
  92. Chapter 76
  93. Chapter 77
  94. Chapter 78
  95. Chapter 79
  96. Chapter 80
  97. One Month Later
  98. Chapter 81
  99. Chapter 82
  100. Chapter 83
  101. Acknowledgements
  102. About the Author
  103. Also by T.M. Logan
  104. A message from TM Logan
  105. Copyright

‘Lads, lads,’ he said, his voice slow with alcohol. ‘Let’s all step back and take a minute, shall we?’

Sean was immovable, a solid six-foot wall of anger.

‘I’m warning you,’ he said, jabbing his finger at Alistair. ‘You stay away from her.’

Russ put a hand on each man’s shoulder.

‘Lads, we’re supposed to be on holiday, having a lovely jolly old time. Not doing handbags at ten paces.’ Almost to himself, he added: ‘However entertaining that might be to watch.’

Alistair turned away, slipping his glasses on.

‘Come on, boys, into the villa now I think.’

Jake and Ethan, already absorbed in their phones again, appeared not to hear him.

Chapter 58

58

Russ

Russ held the book in his hands, but he didn’t really need to: he had read The Tiger Who Came to Tea so many times he knew the words off by heart. He thought Odette probably did too, but she was finally drifting off now. It was her third Daddy story of the night and she was just about surrendering to sleep, her blinks getting longer and longer as he sat on the floor by her bed and turned the pages.

‘. . . He ate all the supper that was cooking in the saucepans,’ Russ read slowly, ‘all the food in the fridge, and all the packets and tins in the cupboard . . .’

Odette’s eyes were almost closed.

Russ stopped for a moment. Immediately, her eyes flickered half-open again as if to say finish the book, Daddy.

He smiled and continued reading, keeping his voice low and soft.

At the end of the story he sat with his daughter a moment, watching her breathe, feeling himself sobering up a little. Feeling the familiar pang of guilt because he liked this part of the day, he liked it when she went to sleep – but shouldn’t he prefer it when she was awake? Why couldn’t he be better with her during the day, more patient? Why couldn’t he make the most of spending quality time with his only child?

He resolved, as he always did, to do better tomorrow.

Kissing her gently on the forehead, he backed slowly out of the room and dimmed the light.

He went downstairs and grabbed a fresh bottle of Kronenbourg from the kitchen, dumped a large bag of tortilla chips into a bowl, and carried them both out towards the balcony.

‘Russ?’

He turned towards the voice, squinting into the shadows at the far end of the lounge. Alistair was there, sitting on his own, hunched in one of the big armchairs.

‘Hey, Alistair.’

‘Have you got a second?’

‘Sure.’ Russ walked over to him. ‘What’s up?’

‘About . . . what happened earlier. I just wanted to say thank you for stepping in.’

‘Oh, that?’ He shrugged. ‘No worries, it was nothing.’

Alistair circled a fingertip around the rim of his almost empty wine glass.