Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- 1853
- PART I
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- 1854
- PART II
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Sometimes Helene wanted to talk to Sisi about it, to let her joke the fury, the pain, into something smaller and more manageable. She knew Sisi could do that; it was her magic power, always had been. But every time the thought occurred, her heart threw up a wall. No, it screamed. The source of the hurt couldn’t be the balm for it. And Helene would punish Sisi for what she’d done, even if she was punishing herself at the same time.
The women rode the rest of the way to the palace in silence, Helene locking up her feelings, closing them off. Her face was stone, her heart too.
FORTY-TWO
FRANZ WAS WIDE-AWAKE AT THE BREAK OF DAWN, HIS body humming with anticipation. Today was the day, the day, the day. She’d arrive any minute. He tugged at his collar, nerves tangling up with the excitement in his stomach.
The need to move—to release some of the skittering anxiety under his skin—drove him out to his usual fencing spot, away from the palace, next to the wood. Now he stood in his fencing gear, facing off with Maxi—this time knowingly.
“You’re awake about ten hours early.” Franz settled into his fencing stance.
“You’re mistaken, Brother. I haven’t gone to bed yet.” Maxi flourished his rapier.
Franz had invited his brother to join him—an attempt to make peace—but hadn’t imagined Maxi would actually show up at this time of day. It was especially unfortunate because Franz had just received a long-delayed letter of Elisabeth’s. It should have made him happy—her letters always did—but this one had been a gut punch. She’d mentioned that Maxi had been writing to her. Information Franz had not known before.
And Elisabeth might have thought that was innocent, but Franz knew his rapscallion of a brother better than that. If Maxi was writing to Elisabeth, Maxi was flirting with Elisabeth. Or trying to undermine Franz in some way. Or—even more likely—both.
Franz wished he could see the letters, parse out their exact meanings, the exact ways Maxi was planning to hurt him.
The thought made his blood boil, and he lunged toward his brother, starting the match. They fenced. Forward, back, back, forward: even through Franz’s irritation, the familiar rhythm was a balm. His breathing found a pattern with his feet.
Maxi caught him with the first touch. “You’re off your game today.”
Franz ignored him.
“Ah, yes, I forgot. Your bride arrives today. How long do you think it’ll be before you ruin her?”
Franz’s stomach tightened. “In what way would I ruin her?”
A laugh filtered through Maxi’s mask. “In every way. She’s a butterfly and you’re putting her in a jar, Franz. She’ll suffocate.”
“What would you know about it?”