Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- 1853
- PART I
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- 1854
- PART II
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
A little ways behind them, Helene could see Mother looking satisfied. The offer of the handkerchief must have looked especially gallant from afar. And perhaps it was. Perhaps the doubts were simply Helene’s worries getting in the way. She couldn’t expect love to spark like a wildfire at first sight, could she? No, love would grow with time. An offered handkerchief wasn’t an insult; it was a seed. Polite conversation was another. They’d keep tending their garden and it would grow.
It had to grow.
The thought made her bolder, and she reached out with two fingers to gently touch Franz’s arm. “Thank you for walking with me.”
SEVENTEEN
IF SPATZ WERE WITH THEM, SHE WOULD ACCUSE THE PARK of harboring fairy magic.
Elisabeth could picture it: the way her eyes would light up, the way they’d both peek under bushes and into the hollows of trees, searching for the telltale flutter of fairy wings. They’d trace their fingers along the trunks of trees and press their faces shamelessly into the bark. They’d breathe in the green smell of the moss-covered rocks, the cool air cast off by the streams. Elisabeth wished she could show her sister this place; she’d love it inordinately.
This park was the perfect place to fall in love—all poetry and possibility. And that’s precisely what Helene was doing across the way. Elisabeth couldn’t hear their conversation, but she could see her sister speaking to Franz, Helene handing him the handkerchief she’d spent so many hours on. Elisabeth’s heart ached. Oh how she longed to fall in love like that.
Behind her on the path, Mother and Sophie were deep in conversation.
“Don’t worry, Sister. Franz will ask Helene for her hand.” Sophie’s voice was warm and confident.
“Because all the men in this family do what you say?” It was a joke, but Mother was bad at them.
Elisabeth glanced behind her as Sophie touched her sister’s arm. “Because he knows it is the right thing to do.”
Oh, how Elisabeth wished she could so easily know the right things to do.
“Ah, and thank you for leaving the vagabond at home,” Sophie said.
Elisabeth’s defensiveness rose like a tide. Certainly, her father was an odd man and unfaithful husband, but he didn’t deserve such a label. Elisabeth knew the court hadn’t been impressed with her father’s book, especially the jokes about censorship from the crown. But Sophie shouldn’t be so humorless—not with a son like Maxi, who Elisabeth imagined would find her father’s jokes riotously funny.
“Oh, Sister, please! The last thing my husband wants to do is put his trousers on to travel,” Mother joked back.
“He really should move in with my Karl at Auhof.” Both women laughed.