Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- 1853
- PART I
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- 1854
- PART II
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
A table was set with elaborate cakes piled with flowers and fruits. There were pyramids of cream puffs and bowls of pink candies. The ceilings were high, the chandelier glittering, the room full of well-dressed well-wishers, and Franz—standing at the front of it all, facing the guests—had never felt so alone.
Well, except for the day he’d almost died.
What are you going to do, Franz? his heart asked. The answer was a trap: betray empire and family, or betray himself.
He wished he could ask Elisabeth what to do—and the irony made him want to laugh with despair. She was the one he wanted advice from, and she was the last one he could ask. They were in the same room, and yet they might as well be worlds apart. And hadn’t she made her feelings clear when she left? Wasn’t her leaving the answer in itself? Wasn’t it that simple?
Except, it wasn’t. Because of the kiss. Because she had seen him, and Franz had seen her too.
The doors opened and a parade of servants filed in. “For he’s a jolly good fellow,” they crowed, their voices echoing off the ceiling.
Across from him, the weekend’s guests stood smiling, each holding a Champagne flute, ready to toast to his birthday, his health. Franz tried to catch Elisabeth’s eyes, to find an answer in them. Which meant more: the kiss or her departure?
She avoided his eyes. If Franz hadn’t been in a room full of dignitaries, he might have wept with frustration.
Helene stood next to Elisabeth, bright-eyed and smiling in a fashionable pink dress. Her hair was prettily knotted behind her slender neck. Her smiles were another weight across his shoulders. It wasn’t her fault there hadn’t been an immediate spark, the recognition of like to like. And now he was letting her down no matter what happened. He’d marry her while loving her sister or he’d turn her hopes to ash alongside his mother’s.
The song ended. The servants filed out. Sophie nodded slightly at Franz.
It was time.
Elisabeth’s gaze flickered up and caught on Franz’s for just a moment. A single heartbeat. One beat of a sparrow’s wings. And Franz knew.
He knew what he was going to do.
THIRTY-THREE
ELISABETH WAS FALLING APART, UNRAVELING FROM THE inside out. She felt strangely cold in the stiflingly hot ballroom, naked even in her seafoam jacket and modest dress, skirt billowing wide. The large comb holding back her braids was like an anchor weighing her down. How ironic it was to look like an angel and be trapped in hell. Waiting for the death knell on your dreams, waiting to have to pretend to be happy about it.