Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- 1853
- PART I
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- 1854
- PART II
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
“I’m not certain about most things. I just refuse to let anyone make me into something I’m not. And if I don’t speak my mind, people will make me into whatever they want me to be.”
“So, you’re saying damn the consequences because no one else gets to define who you are?”
Elisabeth laughed. Hearing it said so simply made her heart light. It was the first time in so long she’d heard herself echoed back with such clarity. The first time that someone had really seen Elisabeth in months. Her heart thrilled at it.
“You’ve already made a good start,” she pointed out. “You said damn.”
He laughed again, and that thrilled her too.
TWENTY-FIVE
IF ONLY IT WERE ELISABETH’S PORTRAIT SITTING IN Franz’s room instead of Helene’s. How easy it would be if duty and longing were on the same path. How much simpler his life would be if there weren’t a war in his heart as well as at his borders.
He’d stumbled upon her by accident again, and his heart couldn’t stop feeling that accident and fate weren’t so far apart. Would it be so bad if he chose her instead of Helene? If he ruined Mother’s plans? The only consequences he could think of for letting his heart have this one thing it truly wanted were—
Joy.
Laughter.
It had been so long since someone had reminded him so fully of who he was, how he wasn’t just emperor but also Franz. The same Franz who used to read poetry by candlelight, staying up late thinking about all the ways he could change his world. Before worry and danger and an endless list of duties and an attempt on his life had crowded all that out. Before he’d realized the depth of consequences to his own foolishness, how much stepping off the path of obligation cost.
Who could he be now if he gave in and let his heart love Elisabeth? Who would he be if he didn’t?
As he strolled toward the villa’s back entrance, Maxi appeared at his elbow, cigarette in hand. “Nighttime stroll in the garden, Brother? That’s not like you.”
Irritation bunched in Franz’s shoulders. It was actually just like him, but Maxi wouldn’t know. Maxi had barely been around in the last year as the pressures of Habsburg piled up and Franz sought out quiet corners of manicured gardens as a solace.
Franz pressed his lips together. He was tempted to ask what Maxi was doing out here, but the answer was probably something illicit. And if Franz didn’t give in to the temptation to ask, maybe Maxi would go away.