Chapters (63)
- THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
- Dear Reader
- The Troubled Teen Industry
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- New England Rebels
- Day 44
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Day 55
- Chapter 5
- TWO MONTHS LATER
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Day 68
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Day 78
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Day 84
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Day 91
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Day 100
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Day 113
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Day 128
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Day 147
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Epilogue
- ONE MONTH LATER
- FIVE YEARS LATER
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Cathryn Carter
- About the Author
A soft wave of surprise rolls across her face, like it’s the first time Parker has ever heard anyone make her—and her well-being—a priority.
“I wouldn’t think twice,” I add. “If you told me you didn’t feel safe, I’d take you anywhere you felt peace.”
After a solid thirty seconds, of silence, I begin to wonder I wonder if she’s figured out I’m talking about more than just changing our living situation to something she’s more comfortable in.
“You already gave me peace, Fitz.”
“I did?”
“Yes. It’s at the barn, where I’m heading now.”
* * *
Something hits me in the face, and I jump.
“Sorry.” I reach for my third coffee of the day. “Didn’t sleep well.”
“When I said I wanted to pick your mind, that meant I needed it present, Fitzy.”
Putting down my cup, I straighten, rising to attention.
“Trouble in paradise with your lady already?”
“Parker isn’t a problem.”
“Good.” Coach snorts. “Because I might’ve been a counselor once in my life, but not a marriage counselor.”
Drumming my fingers against the table, I gnaw on the inside of my cheek for a second. Maybe I can get some advice without dragging Parker into it.
“Actually, you got a second to put on that counseling hat?”
“I just told you—”
“It’s not about me and Parker. No it’s…” I scratch the back of my head. “You know, we have all these babysitters. Secret Service. It’s annoying as hell. They’re at my door all the time, if we’re on the go together, they’re on our tail.”
Coach sits on his desk, folding his arms. “Sounds like this is an issue for the White House, not me.”
“No, I know they’re doing their job and all, I get it. And they’re not bad guys. But one of them”—I pause, trying to think on my feet—“you know, one of these retired Marine types, when it’s his shift, he constantly checks in.”
“Isn’t that his job?” Coach laughs. “Making sure you—or your girlfriend—is safe?”
I don’t really think this is the time to correct him on a matter of semantics and redirect this conversation. “Right, yeah, it’s his job. But like every fifteen minutes at night? I hear him opening the door constantly, looking around, and closing it.”
This story is more of the opposite of what Parker is doing, but the behavior is the same.
“It’s like he can’t stop. Like it’s—”
“Obsessive?”
“Maybe.” My shrug comes naturally because I didn’t have the word before, but that’s it. “I feel bad for the guy. Should I say something?”
Coach shrugs. “You said he was a marine?”
I nod because I think I did.
“Therapy.”
“That’s it?” I ask. “Therapy?”