Back The Americana Playbook
Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

A soft wave of surprise rolls across her face, like it’s the first time Parker has ever heard anyone make her—and her well-being—a priority.

“I wouldn’t think twice,” I add. “If you told me you didn’t feel safe, I’d take you anywhere you felt peace.”

After a solid thirty seconds, of silence, I begin to wonder I wonder if she’s figured out I’m talking about more than just changing our living situation to something she’s more comfortable in.

“You already gave me peace, Fitz.”

“I did?”

“Yes. It’s at the barn, where I’m heading now.”

* * *

Something hits me in the face, and I jump.

“Sorry.” I reach for my third coffee of the day. “Didn’t sleep well.”

“When I said I wanted to pick your mind, that meant I needed it present, Fitzy.”

Putting down my cup, I straighten, rising to attention.

“Trouble in paradise with your lady already?”

“Parker isn’t a problem.”

“Good.” Coach snorts. “Because I might’ve been a counselor once in my life, but not a marriage counselor.”

Drumming my fingers against the table, I gnaw on the inside of my cheek for a second. Maybe I can get some advice without dragging Parker into it.

“Actually, you got a second to put on that counseling hat?”

“I just told you⁠—”

“It’s not about me and Parker. No it’s…” I scratch the back of my head. “You know, we have all these babysitters. Secret Service. It’s annoying as hell. They’re at my door all the time, if we’re on the go together, they’re on our tail.”

Coach sits on his desk, folding his arms. “Sounds like this is an issue for the White House, not me.”

“No, I know they’re doing their job and all, I get it. And they’re not bad guys. But one of them”—I pause, trying to think on my feet—“you know, one of these retired Marine types, when it’s his shift, he constantly checks in.”

“Isn’t that his job?” Coach laughs. “Making sure you—or your girlfriend—is safe?”

I don’t really think this is the time to correct him on a matter of semantics and redirect this conversation. “Right, yeah, it’s his job. But like every fifteen minutes at night? I hear him opening the door constantly, looking around, and closing it.”

This story is more of the opposite of what Parker is doing, but the behavior is the same.

“It’s like he can’t stop. Like it’s⁠—”

“Obsessive?”

“Maybe.” My shrug comes naturally because I didn’t have the word before, but that’s it. “I feel bad for the guy. Should I say something?”

Coach shrugs. “You said he was a marine?”

I nod because I think I did.

“Therapy.”

“That’s it?” I ask. “Therapy?”