Back The Americana Playbook
Chapters (63)
  1. THE AMERICANA PLAYBOOK
  2. Dear Reader
  3. The Troubled Teen Industry
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. New England Rebels
  7. Day 44
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Day 55
  13. Chapter 5
  14. TWO MONTHS LATER
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Day 68
  19. Chapter 9
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. Chapter 12
  23. Day 78
  24. Chapter 13
  25. Chapter 14
  26. Chapter 15
  27. Chapter 16
  28. Chapter 17
  29. Day 84
  30. Chapter 18
  31. Chapter 19
  32. Chapter 20
  33. Day 91
  34. Chapter 21
  35. Chapter 22
  36. Day 100
  37. Chapter 23
  38. Chapter 24
  39. Chapter 25
  40. Chapter 26
  41. Day 113
  42. Chapter 27
  43. Chapter 28
  44. Chapter 29
  45. Chapter 30
  46. Day 128
  47. Chapter 31
  48. Chapter 32
  49. Chapter 33
  50. Day 147
  51. Chapter 34
  52. Chapter 35
  53. Chapter 36
  54. Chapter 37
  55. Chapter 38
  56. Chapter 39
  57. Chapter 40
  58. Epilogue
  59. ONE MONTH LATER
  60. FIVE YEARS LATER
  61. Acknowledgments
  62. Also by Cathryn Carter
  63. About the Author

Well, that one stung. But do I have a right to be upset? She can’t exactly throw something in my face to hurt me when she has no idea I’ll be hurt by it in the first place.

Parker moves to a drawer beside me, grabbing a silicone spatula. “Look, I’m sorry about last night⁠—”

“You don’t have to be sorry⁠—”

“Double-checking the doors isn’t an every night kind of thing.”

Parker didn’t just double-check the doors. She infinity checked them every single night for the past three days.

“Does it have to do with your back?”

I watch the way her shoulders tense as she freezes and immediately, I feel sick.

“I just have a little anxiety after a break-in a while ago.”

My arms folded across my chest drop to my sides. “Someone broke into your apartment?”

“I was asleep.” Parker turns. “Nothing bad happened though.”

“We clearly have very different definitions of bad,” I snap because the thought of someone violating her space while she’s vulnerable leads me to fist my hands into tight balls. Her downplaying it makes me more frustrated, just as it did when I rushed home after the event. “Parker⁠—”

“Can we drop this?”

“No. Absolutely not.”

She raises an eyebrow, shocked by my challenge.

“I need you to tell me what’s really going on,” I say softly. “I’ll help you blindly. But I’ll help you better if you show me how to do that.”

Her eyes drift to the side. “You wouldn’t believe me if I told you.”

“Try me.”

Parker’s attention snaps back to me, her face hardened, stoic.

“I believed you when you told me lightening came from a big camera in the sky.” I watch the softening of her face fight through the tough front she’s forcing.

“I wanted to keep playing hide and seek. I lied so you wouldn’t be scared of the storm. We were kids then,” she reminds me.

I shrug. “Maybe I grew up, just not out of the part where I always believe you.”

Parker hangs her head. But all I get is a bitter taste of her silence and secrets.

“Fine. I’ll be going with you to the campaign events from now on. I refuse to have any more frantic calls from my wife when she feels unsafe in a place I’m not.”

Parker flings her face up. “We’re not married yet,” she reminds me.

“We will be. And I’ll be at your side for every event leading up until I leave for camp in July. After that, we’ll figure something else out. Don’t even try to argue.” I glance at the front door. “Now be honest with me. Is there somewhere else you’d feel safer living?”

Parker snorts. “If I say yes, are you going to move?”

“Yes.”