I mean maybe it's for the best, I do need to drop him, but I wanted to do it on my terms. I wanted to make sure that we would at least be friends or acquaintances because Cameron is a good person and I wish that we would remain friends.

I have a meeting with my parents soon. My dad said that he wants to talk to Alexander and me.

After Alexander exposed me, I left him alone in the room and went to Rowan who was still waiting for me in the car. He was smart enough to not question me or say anything. I can tell he wanted to ask but he didn’t.

Alexander hasn’t called me or texted me which is good because I need space to breathe and be away from him for a little while.

Obviously, that’s not going to work because we have to have a meeting with one another today, probably to discuss the wedding.

I do want to talk to my father about my role as the future capo.

I don't want to sound spoiled or anything because I am grateful for everything I have but I have always wanted to do what my father does. He looks so powerful and content with what he is doing. I have also been in his office for some meetings, and I like how demanding my dad is. I want to do that. But obviously not in a mean way, in a badass bitch kind of way.

But Alexander thinks I would fail.

I still haven’t forgotten what he said. It hurts when I think about it but it’s better not to talk to Alexander about that or how he made me feel.

I am going to take over the mafia just like I have always wanted to.

I walk out of my room, and I look at Killian's room before passing it.

He just seems so different, and he looks sad. I have never seen my brother sad before. He has always been either douchey or energetic. He likes to mess around with people and tease them, but now he is just always in his room and has a bad attitude.

He has a sad look in his eyes. And for some reason I have a feeling things for him are about to get a whole lot harder.

I look at his door one more time before walking to my dad's office. I walk in and see my dad on the phone.

"Don't worry amore everything will be fine. I will make sure of it," my dad assured. I knock on the door and he looks up at me. "Thalia just got here for the meeting. I'll see you in a little bit. Drive safe alright?" my dad asks in a soft tone. "I love you."

My dad hangs up and puts his phone on the desk before looking at me.