Back Soul Tourists
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. PENGUIN BOOKS
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. The Shipwreck, 1987
  7. Heaven, Really
  8. Flying to Tower Hamlets
  9. The Coroner’s Office
  10. The Burial Ground
  11. Single at Mingles, 1988
  12. Café Italia, Soho
  13. Broadstairs-sur-la-Mer
  14. Clerken-well
  15. Fifty-one Days in Blackheath
  16. London Au Revoir
  17. La France
  18. The Freeway
  19. Hall of Mirrors, Versailles
  20. The Queen of France’s Boudoir
  21. A Caravan in a Country Lane
  22. The Convent
  23. Café des Fantômes, Paris
  24. The Camargue
  25. Morning in a French Lay-by
  26. A Thousand Miles from Home
  27. The Campsite
  28. Summer on the Coast
  29. The Crying Mountain
  30. Seeing Red in Orange Square, Marbella
  31. Rock of Jabal al-Tariq
  32. The Room in Jessie’s Head
  33. Mama Hortense’s Singing Kitchen
  34. Closing Time at Mama’s
  35. The Alps
  36. The Fêted House of Medici, Florence
  37. Continental Shift, Turkey
  38. The Silken Road
  39. Letter from the Court of Jessie at Ölüdeniz
  40. Summer of 1989: Court Budget
  41. Dreams of a Faraway Place
  42. A Trip Down Memory Lane
  43. Old Istanbul
  44. Eighteenth-century Slave Market
  45. In the Sultan’s Seraglio
  46. Life after the Camp Deserter
  47. The Front Line
  48. Güle, Güle, Ölüdeniz
  49. The Ocean Floor
  50. Eastern Anatolia
  51. Slipping into the Middle East
  52. The Supreme Court of ‘Justice’
  53. Antipodean Dreamtime
  54. The Glorious Gulf
  55. Epilogue: Under the Carpet at Windsor
  56. Acknowledgements
  57. Read more
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  61. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘You will be able to talk freely about your parents in time. When there is more distance.’

‘Yeah, right, like two hundred years?’ he snapped, unable to censor either his thoughts or his words with this woman.

‘If it takes that long, so be it,’ she snapped back. ‘And, by the way, you are a very impertinent young man.’

‘Sorry. My mind’s not my own these days.’ He raised an eyebrow at her.

Mrs Seacole continued to read. ‘As I grew into womanhood, I began to indulge that longing to travel which will never leave me while I have health and vigour. I was never weary of tracing upon an old map the route to England; and never followed with my gaze the stately ships homeward bound without longing to be in them, and see the blue hills of Jamaica fade into the distance.’ Looking out of the window, she viewed the landscape of barren rocks for the longest while.

Stanley attempted to bring her round. ‘I’m a traveller now. I don’t know where I’ll end up, but the ride can be so exhilarating. It’s like I’m walking on a map of the world and the white cliffs of Dover have faded into memory.’ He’d never seen the white cliffs of Dover, but it was a romantic image and it worked. She turned back to him.

‘A little suffering is necessary, because it can make us search our souls very, very deeply.’

‘Isn’t life funny like that?’ he blurted out, for want of anything more meaningful to say.

‘No, it is not,’ she reprimanded. ‘Life is a very serious matter. Especially when it no longer fills you up from the inside, but has abandoned you to watch it as an observer who can sympathize but no longer empathize.

‘Now, let me continue. How I longed to escape the suffocating restraints of slave society in Jamaica. As soon as it was possible, I left, even though I knew that as a woman travelling alone I eschewed respectability in the eyes of my countrymen. In Panama, where I was fondly known as Aunty Seacole or the Yellow Doctress, I tended cholera victims, surviving all manner of hoodlum nonsense and the ghastly disease itself. I had previously tended the English on Jamaica who were dying from yellow fever. Those poor unfortunates had little resistance to it.’

He interrupted her flow: ‘How could you help those who were there to profit from slavery? They were the lowest form of humanity.’

‘While I do not have to explain myself to you, I will tell you this: it was my duty as a healer to help those who needed me. And you are a very judgemental person, I do believe.’