I’m still going to be posting Stucky fic from time to time, though now that somewhere a place for us is done, I might stick to drabbles. I even have some super earnest poetry from sophomore year of high school that I wrote about Destiel that I’m far enough away from now to find vaguely amusing and not just bone-chillingly mortifying. But it might be a while until I really dig into another chunky, multi-chapter fic.

Without going into too much detail, the past few months have been really tough. Things with my girlfriend got kind of intense and dramatic and then stuff with her family got intense and dramatic and I really want to be there for her right now. We have a lot of our own stuff to work through, and I’m not sure exactly where we’re going to end up, but she’s going through something that she shouldn’t have to go through alone.

Some of you have been in my in-box wondering if my big blowout post about somewhere a place for us from a few months ago was about something more than just fic. Guess what? Y’all are right! It was. Turns out, Daisy had some pretty big secrets that she’d been keeping from me and I kind of let it bleed into my writing. There was … a lot I needed to process, and no I will not be talking about it here so don’t even ask. It was such a huge, monumental, life-changing kind of thing that we actually broke up for a little bit. Or, I don’t know, I think we’re still broken up? It’s really hard to say. I saw her two weeks ago and I’m seeing her again before my internship starts so … we’ll see.

Anyway, thanks for all of you who have been rooting for us. It’s so weird having so many strangers on the internet invested in my relationship—good weird! But weird. This community—the whole MCU community, not even just the people who I interact with on here—has been so important to me. Not just during this bonkers, wacky, upside-down year, but through the past eight years of my life. I’ve grown up with you guys and I can’t wait to see what’s next.