Chapters (62)
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- I
- AUGUST 24TH, 2016
- AUGUST 27TH, 2016
- AUGUST 29TH, 2016
- AUGUST 30TH, 2016
- AUGUST 31ST, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 3RD, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 4TH, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 5TH, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 10TH, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 16TH, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 18TH, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 2?, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 23RD, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 26TH, 2016
- OCTOBER 3RD, 2016
- OCTOBER 7TH, 2016
- OCTOBER 8TH, 2016
- II
- NOVEMBER 1ST, 2016
- NOVEMBER 3RD, 2016
- NOVEMBER 10TH, 2016
- NOVEMBER 16TH, 2016
- NOVEMBER 18TH, 2016
- NOVEMBER 24TH, 2016
- DECEMBER 16TH, 2016
- JANUARY 3RD, 2017
- JANUARY 7TH, 2017
- JANUARY 9TH, 2017
- JANUARY 10TH, 2017
- JANUARY 12TH, 2017
- JANUARY 13TH, 2017
- JANUARY 15TH, 2017
- JANUARY 19TH, 2017
- JANUARY 24TH, 2017
- JANUARY 31ST, 2017
- FEBRUARY 1ST, 2017
- FEBRUARY 2ND, 2017
- FEBRUARY 3RD, 2017
- FEBRUARY 4TH, 2017
- III
- MARCH 1ST, 2017
- MARCH 3RD, 2017
- MARCH 5TH, 2017
- MARCH 8TH, 2017
- MARCH 20TH, 2017
- APRIL 6TH, 2017
- APRIL 11TH, 2017
- APRIL 13TH, 2017
- IV
- MAY 19TH, 2017
- MAY 28TH, 2017
- JUNE 2ND, 2017
- JUNE 16TH, 2017
- JUNE 30TH, 2017
- JULY 3RD, 2017
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Also by Lauren Shippen
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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Before any of you jump to conclusions or have a chance to ask: I’m not worried about anything romantic between this guy and my sister. She’s gay and very open about it, so that’s not a concern. But to that point … if it’s not some creep preying on her, then what is he doing? I don’t know, I kind of want to tag along on her next hang with him and read his mind. But am I just being a crazy, overprotective brother?
chuckxavier
You know my feelings on using information from people’s thoughts to manipulate or control them, but if you’re genuinely concerned about your sister’s safety, you should definitely step in. What’s the point of having these abilities if we can’t at least use them to protect the ones we love?
onmyown
For once, I completely agree with Chuck. Do whatever you need to do to protect your sister. Trust your gut.
theneonthorn
how do you know this guy is bad news if you’ve never met him?
thatsahumanperson
I mean, that’s sort of the point—I think I should meet him and listen in, find out what he’s really about.
theneonthorn
I’m just saying, give the guy the benefit of the doubt. everyone deserves a first chance.
JANUARY 31ST, 2017
“Promise me you won’t get weird about this, but I want to try something.”
Those were the words that Damien greeted me with when I sat down on our bench this morning.
“Hello to you too,” I said, smiling into my coffee cup. I breathed in the smell of the grounds, that sharp, warm scent snapping me awake. Being around Damien was like that. He didn’t pull punches in conversation—he was direct and unapologetic, in the way that I am in dreams; in the way I want to be in real life.
“I want to dreamdive with you.”
“What?” I nearly choked on my coffee.
“I know you’ve already been in my dreams, but I don’t remember,” he said pragmatically, like this wasn’t the weirdest conversation I’d ever had.
“I…” I searched for anything to say. “Even if you fall asleep knowing I’m going dreamdiving, that doesn’t mean you’ll remember. I don’t think it works like that.”
“Have you tried?” he asked, eyes wide.
“Um, yeah,” I said, laughing awkwardly, “that’s kind of the whole point of going to the AM. All the doctors I dreamdived into didn’t remember anything about it on the other side.”
“Oh.” Damien settled back against the bench, looking disappointed. If possible, the bags under his eyes looked worse every single day—it felt like soon his entire face would be one weary bruise.
“Damien, what’s—” I started, “I mean, why … why do you want to do this?”