Chapters (62)
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- I
- AUGUST 24TH, 2016
- AUGUST 27TH, 2016
- AUGUST 29TH, 2016
- AUGUST 30TH, 2016
- AUGUST 31ST, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 3RD, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 4TH, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 5TH, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 10TH, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 16TH, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 18TH, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 2?, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 23RD, 2016
- SEPTEMBER 26TH, 2016
- OCTOBER 3RD, 2016
- OCTOBER 7TH, 2016
- OCTOBER 8TH, 2016
- II
- NOVEMBER 1ST, 2016
- NOVEMBER 3RD, 2016
- NOVEMBER 10TH, 2016
- NOVEMBER 16TH, 2016
- NOVEMBER 18TH, 2016
- NOVEMBER 24TH, 2016
- DECEMBER 16TH, 2016
- JANUARY 3RD, 2017
- JANUARY 7TH, 2017
- JANUARY 9TH, 2017
- JANUARY 10TH, 2017
- JANUARY 12TH, 2017
- JANUARY 13TH, 2017
- JANUARY 15TH, 2017
- JANUARY 19TH, 2017
- JANUARY 24TH, 2017
- JANUARY 31ST, 2017
- FEBRUARY 1ST, 2017
- FEBRUARY 2ND, 2017
- FEBRUARY 3RD, 2017
- FEBRUARY 4TH, 2017
- III
- MARCH 1ST, 2017
- MARCH 3RD, 2017
- MARCH 5TH, 2017
- MARCH 8TH, 2017
- MARCH 20TH, 2017
- APRIL 6TH, 2017
- APRIL 11TH, 2017
- APRIL 13TH, 2017
- IV
- MAY 19TH, 2017
- MAY 28TH, 2017
- JUNE 2ND, 2017
- JUNE 16TH, 2017
- JUNE 30TH, 2017
- JULY 3RD, 2017
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Also by Lauren Shippen
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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“Yeah,” he said, taking a sip of his coffee. “And I know that people spend that much time there voluntarily—”
“Wait, what do you mean?” I jumped in. “You weren’t there voluntarily?”
“No” he said through his teeth, picking at the edge of his coffee cup with his bony fingers.
“Then how…” I started, not sure how to ask or even if I should ask. But Damien had said he wanted to talk freely, which to me meant that I could ask questions freely too.
Thankfully, Damien seemed to know what I was trying to get out and heaved a great sigh before telling me his whole story. His whole, COMPLETELY BUCKWILD story.
“I was attacked,” he said.
“What?” Lemme tell you, I had NOT expected that particular hard turn in the conversation.
“By another Atypical.”
“What?” I was louder this time, unable to keep my shock in, and Damien looked around like we were being watched and leaned in close to me, lowering his voice. At such a short distance, it was easy to see the deep bags under his eyes, his chapped lips, greasy hair—like he hadn’t been caring for himself for weeks. Or, as I now suspect, no one had been caring for him at the AM.
“I … I got mixed up in some stuff,” he said in a low voice. “A bunch of Atypicals who—things went sideways, that’s the important bit. And it got out of hand, I got pummeled into the ground and the AM scooped me up.”
“Wait, so”—I started trying to piece it together—“you didn’t go to them yourself after you got hurt? I mean, isn’t that what they’re for?”
“I knew I couldn’t trust them.” He sneered. “I would never have gone to them for help. But I ended up there anyway.”
“So, they just … took you? Like, grabbed you off the street?”
“I guess,” he said. “All I know is, I was just going about my life, then I get assaulted out of the blue, then I woke up and it was two weeks later and I was handcuffed to a hospital bed in their basement.”
“Holy shit,” I whispered.
“And that was just the start,” he said darkly. “Once I was awake again, they started doing experiments on me, testing my ability.”
“What kind of experiments?” I asked, feeling sick to my stomach. “I mean, when I was there, they tested the limits of my ability too, but they never … I mean … did they hurt you?”
“Not…” I could see him searching around for the words and I wonder if he was looking at me—a nineteen-year-old stranger—and thinking that he should censor himself.
“They didn’t physically hurt me,” he said eventually. “But I don’t know what would have happened if they had kept me longer, which I’m sure they would have if…”