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  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. God Must Be a Country Music Fan
  4. A Little Turkey Somewhere
  5. Headed for Two Giant Glaciers
  6. A Dead End
  7. White-Trash Redneck
  8. Golden Ticket
  9. Another Not-So-Good Guy
  10. A Special Purpose
  11. Part of the Plan
  12. Generosity
  13. Getting Worse
  14. Bah Humbug
  15. Thin and Shredded
  16. Opportunities
  17. Chance Encounter
  18. A New Song
  19. Serenity
  20. Under the Speckled Stars
  21. Help
  22. Windows
  23. Stuck in Traffic
  24. Flawed and Broken
  25. Doug’s Bike Shop
  26. It’s Bad When
  27. A Common Bond
  28. A Tiny Fraction of Hope
  29. As Poor as I Am
  30. Opportunities
  31. The Note
  32. A Handshake
  33. Something So Cool
  34. Stripped and Left Barren
  35. Nice on a Bumper Sticker
  36. Family Portrait
  37. Better and Worse
  38. Like a Circus in There
  39. Lost Cause
  40. A Hero
  41. Silent Night
  42. The Storm
  43. The Man Inside
  44. Christmas Gift
  45. My Little One
  46. The Only Thing
  47. The Weight of the World
  48. Receiving
  49. The Sign
  50. All His Heart and All His Soul
  51. Where You’re Going
  52. Home
  53. Under the Tree
  54. Paper Angels
  55. The Shoes
  56. A Piece
  57. Epilogue
  58. The Following July
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. Author’s Note
  61. A Conversation with Jimmy Wayne

With each foot they moved, Thomas felt relieved. They moved the car to an empty parking spot away from the drop-off portion of the lot.

“Thanks.”

“Yeah, sure,” the stranger said. “I can get my truck to try and jump it.”

“Are you sure? Will you be late for class?”

“Aw, it’s fine. Just stay here. Teacher won’t mind me helpin’ someone out.”

“Okay.”

As the big guy moved slowly to go back to the parking lot, someone called out his name.

“Carlos, where’re you going?”

Thomas thought for a moment.

Carlos.

Carlos was surely not a Vic.

It was nice to know that not everybody at the school made outsiders feel like outsiders.

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Bah Humbug

As he climbed out of his car, the early morning cold woke Kevin up to the chilling reality he faced.

For a moment he wanted a big snow. A major kind that would shut down the city for a week. Then maybe he could think. Then maybe he could make sense of everything.

He thought of something his father once told him. “There’s a fine line between getting ahead and getting ahead of ourselves.”

Kevin wasn’t sure exactly where that fine line was, but as he stood by his car staring at the building in front of him, he worried that he had passed over the line some time ago.

The handsome brick building was only a few years old. The loft on the third floor belonged to him, to Precision Design. All 1,500 square feet. So did the lease that he had just renewed.

Up in smoke. Poof. Just like that.

He could remember wanting to create ever since he began to store memories in his life’s well. His parents had encouraged him in his drawing, though he learned early on that he wasn’t excited about art itself. Painting for the sake of painting didn’t inspire him. Photography intrigued him more, and for a long time he had aspirations of being some kind of famous photographer. Maybe someone like Annie Leibovitz, who took shots of famous people for magazines like Vanity Fair. Or maybe someone like Anton Corbijn, who was famous for his photos of bands like U2. But through college, Kevin learned that the direction he wanted to go—the direction that actually could earn him a living—would be in marketing and advertising.

Early in his career at a publishing house, he learned that it was one thing to get a paycheck and benefits and climb the corporate ladder. But that drained him. Nothing about it inspired him. He wanted the freedom to do what he loved and he knew that he had the ability to do it like some of the other big players. Kevin just needed a big break.

That big break came in the form of a friendship.

It’s not what you know but who you know. So they say.

Though Kevin didn’t necessarily believe that, he did agree that in this case, it was exactly who he knew.