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Contents ( 61)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. God Must Be a Country Music Fan
  4. A Little Turkey Somewhere
  5. Headed for Two Giant Glaciers
  6. A Dead End
  7. White-Trash Redneck
  8. Golden Ticket
  9. Another Not-So-Good Guy
  10. A Special Purpose
  11. Part of the Plan
  12. Generosity
  13. Getting Worse
  14. Bah Humbug
  15. Thin and Shredded
  16. Opportunities
  17. Chance Encounter
  18. A New Song
  19. Serenity
  20. Under the Speckled Stars
  21. Help
  22. Windows
  23. Stuck in Traffic
  24. Flawed and Broken
  25. Doug’s Bike Shop
  26. It’s Bad When
  27. A Common Bond
  28. A Tiny Fraction of Hope
  29. As Poor as I Am
  30. Opportunities
  31. The Note
  32. A Handshake
  33. Something So Cool
  34. Stripped and Left Barren
  35. Nice on a Bumper Sticker
  36. Family Portrait
  37. Better and Worse
  38. Like a Circus in There
  39. Lost Cause
  40. A Hero
  41. Silent Night
  42. The Storm
  43. The Man Inside
  44. Christmas Gift
  45. My Little One
  46. The Only Thing
  47. The Weight of the World
  48. Receiving
  49. The Sign
  50. All His Heart and All His Soul
  51. Where You’re Going
  52. Home
  53. Under the Tree
  54. Paper Angels
  55. The Shoes
  56. A Piece
  57. Epilogue
  58. The Following July
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. Author’s Note
  61. A Conversation with Jimmy Wayne

“Have a good day,” Mom said.

“Thanks.”

He climbed out and shut the door and began to walk, expecting to hear the loud blast of engine behind him.

Instead, he didn’t hear anything.

He turned and looked at the old car.

It had stalled.

Now he was hearing a whirring sound as his mom kept turning the key in the ignition without success.

You’ve gotta be kidding.

For a brief moment he thought about bailing. He would never have done it but the thought did go through his mind.

Thomas walked back over to the car and opened the passenger door.

“It died on me.”

“So I hear.”

“It’s not my fault.”

The anger and awkwardness inside of him wanted to say something, but Mom was right. It wasn’t her fault.

A car behind them honked. Thomas waved them past and the car bolted around them, its driver looking angry.

“We better move this,” Thomas said.

“How?”

“Here, just—put it in neutral and I’ll try to push it. Let’s try to roll it to the parking lot. Or at least away from the sidewalk.”

A group of girls gawked as they passed by. He didn’t want them noticing him. Not his mom’s car or his familiar jeans or his very worn T-shirt or anything about him.

Another thought sank like a torpedo in his mind.

Was that Cass?

But no. He didn’t want to think about that because he was pretty sure she was somewhere out there watching him, now when he was all red-faced from not only trying to move a car too heavy for one kid but also blushing from the tip of his nose to the bottom of his toes.

He heaved with all his strength but the car wouldn’t budge.

“You have it in neutral? Is the brake off?”

“Yeah.”

Another car honked.

A group of students walked by laughing. Maybe at him, maybe not.

Then he heard a voice shouting from a distance. “Need a new car, buddy?”

He didn’t have to look to see that it was Vic. Thomas searched the sidewalk and saw him standing with a group of friends, all of them laughing. Vic towered over the rest of them with his tall frame and his spiked hair.

“Want to borrow mine?”

“I can get out,” Mom said.

“No, Mom, you need to steer.”

This was getting worse. More kids were staring, more cars were behind them waiting.

Someone tapped his shoulder.

For a brief moment Thomas thought of punching whoever it was. Surely it was someone needing this space, someone who was impatient and thought they were far more important than the rest of the world, someone who didn’t understand.

But instead he saw the round face of a guy he’d seen but had never met. He was smiling.

“Need some help?” the guy asked.

“Yeah, sure, thanks.”

The guy was big—he played football. Thomas had seen him walking around with the rest of the football team. This guy definitely had to be a lineman, probably offensive tackle or something like that. The stranger called out to a couple other guys and they all pushed the Maxima with ease. They made jokes while they did it, but with each other, not with him.