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Contents ( 61)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. God Must Be a Country Music Fan
  4. A Little Turkey Somewhere
  5. Headed for Two Giant Glaciers
  6. A Dead End
  7. White-Trash Redneck
  8. Golden Ticket
  9. Another Not-So-Good Guy
  10. A Special Purpose
  11. Part of the Plan
  12. Generosity
  13. Getting Worse
  14. Bah Humbug
  15. Thin and Shredded
  16. Opportunities
  17. Chance Encounter
  18. A New Song
  19. Serenity
  20. Under the Speckled Stars
  21. Help
  22. Windows
  23. Stuck in Traffic
  24. Flawed and Broken
  25. Doug’s Bike Shop
  26. It’s Bad When
  27. A Common Bond
  28. A Tiny Fraction of Hope
  29. As Poor as I Am
  30. Opportunities
  31. The Note
  32. A Handshake
  33. Something So Cool
  34. Stripped and Left Barren
  35. Nice on a Bumper Sticker
  36. Family Portrait
  37. Better and Worse
  38. Like a Circus in There
  39. Lost Cause
  40. A Hero
  41. Silent Night
  42. The Storm
  43. The Man Inside
  44. Christmas Gift
  45. My Little One
  46. The Only Thing
  47. The Weight of the World
  48. Receiving
  49. The Sign
  50. All His Heart and All His Soul
  51. Where You’re Going
  52. Home
  53. Under the Tree
  54. Paper Angels
  55. The Shoes
  56. A Piece
  57. Epilogue
  58. The Following July
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. Author’s Note
  61. A Conversation with Jimmy Wayne

“Yeah. I’m afraid of that.”

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Lost Cause

It was Thursday morning. At seven-thirty Lynn had driven to stand outside the warehouse in line with others to get her presents. To get the kids their gifts. She’d been scheduled to show up at ten this morning, but she was supposed to be at an interview around then and was hoping they’d allow her to come in early.

Unfortunately, Lynn discovered that she had to wait until everybody who had the eight and the nine A.M. slots were taken care of. And it turned out, a lot of people were coming to receive gifts.

It was amazing how well organized everything was. The doors to the back of the hardware store opened up promptly at eight. There were several men and women from the Salvation Army inside the building, which had at one time been a warehouse that sold lumber attached to a hardware store in the front. One woman checked IDs while another verified names on a list. They would call out a number once the recipient was identified, then another person would ask what kind of gift wrap the recipient would like. Finally a couple of elderly men handed out what appeared to be small New Testaments to anybody who wanted them.

Except for the two Bible distributors and a few people in the back retrieving the gifts, all the men and women working for the Salvation Army were dressed in uniforms. The women had long skirts, the men pants, all of them wearing dress coats and ties.

After the third time of Lynn’s asking if she could go earlier, the woman checking IDs told her it was fine. Lynn gave them her name and information and then said she was picking up for Thomas and Sara. They called out the numbers and several people walked to the back of the warehouse and began searching through red bags. That was the first time Lynn saw it. The bags.

There must be hundreds of them. Maybe even over a thousand.

They were red garbage bags full of presents. The people quickly brought her one bag that held the presents for Sara. But then she waited. And waited. And kept waiting.

And with each passing moment, she began to feel dread.

Please let them have his gifts, Lord. Please.

They had already received a huge—huge—answer to prayer with the money that she’d received from Daryl. She hadn’t told the kids yet about seeing him but she wanted to. She not only wanted to, she intended to. The money had been a blessing but it hadn’t gone very far. It had covered this month’s rent.

But then there’s January’s rent. And February’s rent. And so on and so on.

“Ma’am, I’m sorry, but you only have one bag.”

Lynn looked around. She couldn’t believe it. A room full of hundreds of bags and they only had one for her? “There’s got to be a mistake.”