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Contents ( 61)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. God Must Be a Country Music Fan
  4. A Little Turkey Somewhere
  5. Headed for Two Giant Glaciers
  6. A Dead End
  7. White-Trash Redneck
  8. Golden Ticket
  9. Another Not-So-Good Guy
  10. A Special Purpose
  11. Part of the Plan
  12. Generosity
  13. Getting Worse
  14. Bah Humbug
  15. Thin and Shredded
  16. Opportunities
  17. Chance Encounter
  18. A New Song
  19. Serenity
  20. Under the Speckled Stars
  21. Help
  22. Windows
  23. Stuck in Traffic
  24. Flawed and Broken
  25. Doug’s Bike Shop
  26. It’s Bad When
  27. A Common Bond
  28. A Tiny Fraction of Hope
  29. As Poor as I Am
  30. Opportunities
  31. The Note
  32. A Handshake
  33. Something So Cool
  34. Stripped and Left Barren
  35. Nice on a Bumper Sticker
  36. Family Portrait
  37. Better and Worse
  38. Like a Circus in There
  39. Lost Cause
  40. A Hero
  41. Silent Night
  42. The Storm
  43. The Man Inside
  44. Christmas Gift
  45. My Little One
  46. The Only Thing
  47. The Weight of the World
  48. Receiving
  49. The Sign
  50. All His Heart and All His Soul
  51. Where You’re Going
  52. Home
  53. Under the Tree
  54. Paper Angels
  55. The Shoes
  56. A Piece
  57. Epilogue
  58. The Following July
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. Author’s Note
  61. A Conversation with Jimmy Wayne

“But we’ve been to four of her shows this spring. And that’s after having the babies. Your sister should be happy.”

“That’s just it—I would have missed those. And the fact that I’ve actually started going back to church—I think a big reason for that was seeing Bruce again and starting to hang out with him.”

“So what’s with the magical ticket?”

“The Golden Ticket,” Kevin said, correcting her. “It was picking up that paper angel for the kid named Thomas. ’Cause every single thing that happened—every time I went to buy something—I ended up seeing someone. Kaylee. Pastor Bruce. Or even Amanda.”

“Wait—that’s how you ended up coming across the woman at the Opryland Hotel? The one who wants to start the new ad campaign?”

Hearing the awe in Jenny’s voice brought on a wave of tingles over his body. He nodded and smiled. “I wish I could thank that Thomas.”

Jenny looked at him. “He probably wishes the same.”

“I wish he knew, you know?”

“It was a good thing, taking that paper angel.”

“You were the one who told me to get one. And besides—it wasn’t anything I did. It was an answer to prayer. And God doesn’t answer me in subtle ways. He seems to do it in billboard fashion.”

“Or times two,” Jenny said.

He laughed. It was so peaceful for a moment. He thought of his upcoming drive to Nashville. He didn’t want to leave Jenny and the boys.

“I don’t want to waste any more time,” Kevin said suddenly, surprising himself.

“You haven’t wasted time. You haven’t had any time to waste.”

He gripped her hands tighter. “I want to make my life—make our lives count. I want them to matter. And outside of us taking care of those boys, and outside of me taking care of you, I want to do more.”

“But what does that mean?”

Kevin sighed and shook his head, then looked up at the sky. “I don’t know. I really don’t. But I know something. Having God answer those prayers in such an amazing way—I just know that there’s more I can do. I don’t want to waste any more time on myself. I want every day to matter.”

The monitor on the table lit up as the sound of one of the babies crying broke the peace.

“Well, I know what matters now,” Jen said.

“I’ll get him before I go.”

He kissed her cheek and touched her shoulder, then stood up and went inside.

As he did, he thought there was still time in his life to do something grand. Something big. Something life-changing.

He entered the nursery and saw the two little faces staring up at him, and Kevin realized he already had done all of those things.

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Lynn was too smart to subscribe to happily-ever-afters. Yet she was also ashamed to realize that she’d given up on them when her own son seemed to have been born with hope in his veins.