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  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. God Must Be a Country Music Fan
  4. A Little Turkey Somewhere
  5. Headed for Two Giant Glaciers
  6. A Dead End
  7. White-Trash Redneck
  8. Golden Ticket
  9. Another Not-So-Good Guy
  10. A Special Purpose
  11. Part of the Plan
  12. Generosity
  13. Getting Worse
  14. Bah Humbug
  15. Thin and Shredded
  16. Opportunities
  17. Chance Encounter
  18. A New Song
  19. Serenity
  20. Under the Speckled Stars
  21. Help
  22. Windows
  23. Stuck in Traffic
  24. Flawed and Broken
  25. Doug’s Bike Shop
  26. It’s Bad When
  27. A Common Bond
  28. A Tiny Fraction of Hope
  29. As Poor as I Am
  30. Opportunities
  31. The Note
  32. A Handshake
  33. Something So Cool
  34. Stripped and Left Barren
  35. Nice on a Bumper Sticker
  36. Family Portrait
  37. Better and Worse
  38. Like a Circus in There
  39. Lost Cause
  40. A Hero
  41. Silent Night
  42. The Storm
  43. The Man Inside
  44. Christmas Gift
  45. My Little One
  46. The Only Thing
  47. The Weight of the World
  48. Receiving
  49. The Sign
  50. All His Heart and All His Soul
  51. Where You’re Going
  52. Home
  53. Under the Tree
  54. Paper Angels
  55. The Shoes
  56. A Piece
  57. Epilogue
  58. The Following July
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. Author’s Note
  61. A Conversation with Jimmy Wayne

The choice didn’t come after fasting and prayer. She wasn’t a fasting-and-prayer sort of gal. God didn’t speak to her at night or burn a bush in front of her windowsill. Instead, He spoke to her in simple yet sufficient ways.

Like a fortune cookie.

After Christmas, Daryl had called and written a dozen times, explaining that he was sober again, now attending AA meetings, describing how he was getting his life back in order, proving that he was truly trying to change. But all of that didn’t matter because she was smart and she was stubborn.

Then one day she ordered the Mongolian beef, and the fortune cookie that came with it reminded her of Christmas.

The tiny strip of paper in her hand said the following:

“A small gift can bring joy to the whole family.”

Lynn knew that it was true too.

The gifts that Thomas had given back at Christmas—the gifts that he had chosen to regive to others—had done something wonderful.

They had brought back her daughter’s sweet smile.

They had forged a relationship between Thomas and the rest of the kids at school, not just the bullying basketball player who was jealous of the new kid.

They had helped her see herself in a different light when she glanced at pictures of her and the kids.

It had done all this but most importantly it had humbled and broken her husband.

It had been Daryl’s final wake-up call.

In the form of a present.

And now she had a chance to do the same thing. To take her gift and give it back. To give something else, something more.

We’re all given second chances. All of us.

The fortune cookie was right.

Before deciding, she had prayed about it and taken some time to know if she was making the right decision. There was stubbornness and then there was simple stupidity. Both were wrong in God’s eyes, especially when it came to the kids. She just wanted to do the right thing.

It was over dinner one night at the trailer that she told them. School had just gotten out and the summer stared down at them with its long, flashing eyes.

“Okay, so here’s the deal,” she said in a way that told them she didn’t want them interrupting. “I’ve thought a lot about things. About our life here. About your father.”

Lynn tightened her lips, wondering if she could go on. They both stared at her with an intensity that could only come from mentioning the word father.

“For some time now your father has been asking—begging—to see both of you. Saying that he’s a changed person. Saying he wants to start over again. And every time I’ve heard it or read it, I’ve simply ignored it.”

Lynn held a napkin in her hand. The plate in front of her still had fried chicken and mashed potatoes on it. She wasn’t very hungry.

“The one thing I know—that I can’t change—is that he’s still your father. He’ll always be your father. So I think that it’s okay to see him. At least once this summer. To see how things are. To see how everything goes.”