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Contents ( 61)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. God Must Be a Country Music Fan
  4. A Little Turkey Somewhere
  5. Headed for Two Giant Glaciers
  6. A Dead End
  7. White-Trash Redneck
  8. Golden Ticket
  9. Another Not-So-Good Guy
  10. A Special Purpose
  11. Part of the Plan
  12. Generosity
  13. Getting Worse
  14. Bah Humbug
  15. Thin and Shredded
  16. Opportunities
  17. Chance Encounter
  18. A New Song
  19. Serenity
  20. Under the Speckled Stars
  21. Help
  22. Windows
  23. Stuck in Traffic
  24. Flawed and Broken
  25. Doug’s Bike Shop
  26. It’s Bad When
  27. A Common Bond
  28. A Tiny Fraction of Hope
  29. As Poor as I Am
  30. Opportunities
  31. The Note
  32. A Handshake
  33. Something So Cool
  34. Stripped and Left Barren
  35. Nice on a Bumper Sticker
  36. Family Portrait
  37. Better and Worse
  38. Like a Circus in There
  39. Lost Cause
  40. A Hero
  41. Silent Night
  42. The Storm
  43. The Man Inside
  44. Christmas Gift
  45. My Little One
  46. The Only Thing
  47. The Weight of the World
  48. Receiving
  49. The Sign
  50. All His Heart and All His Soul
  51. Where You’re Going
  52. Home
  53. Under the Tree
  54. Paper Angels
  55. The Shoes
  56. A Piece
  57. Epilogue
  58. The Following July
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. Author’s Note
  61. A Conversation with Jimmy Wayne
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A Handshake

Kevin could hear the steady ticking this Thursday evening even though there wasn’t a single clock in his office that could be seen. The minutes were passing and they’d soon be gone just like he would be.

He’d called Jenny an hour ago telling her he was going to stay late, not to wait for him for dinner. He wanted to make sure she was set and asked if she needed anything. She was fine. Always fine. Uncomfortable but fine.

The office was empty when the last person left around five. There was still work that needed to be done, but not enough to really keep them here after hours. He was trying to douse the flames on this burning building. Maybe he could stop it, but it was already wreaking havoc, destroying everything in its path.

Is it really that bad, Kev?

He knew the unfortunate truth to that question. After looking at his bank accounts online, then going over the list of contacts that had been scratched out on his spiral-bound notebook where he kept important details, Kevin knew it really was that bad.

It was Friday and he’d gotten nowhere. There was a list of a dozen projects and clients that were all maybes. Maybe we’ll send you something. Maybe we’ll do something in the new year. Maybe we’ll throw you a bone. But none of those maybes could make up for the no he heard from Silverschone.

He was tired of people hiding behind digital walls. Nobody shook hands anymore, or looked you in the eye. That was why he’d gone personally to see Dan at Silverschone, to be there face-to-face, to try to make them realize that Precision was more than just another business. There were people involved. Not just names and profiles and witty caricatures on Twitter. Everybody was LinkedIn but nobody really, truly connected.

He was currently linked in to the Web trying to search for something, anything, to jump-start his last-ditch efforts. Searching around for businesses that he had never worked for in the Greenville area that might be an ideal fit for his company. Looking at other agencies to get ideas. Yet too often, he found himself running in circles like a dog chasing after a bone he could never grab from his master.

He might end up joining the large percentage of unemployed doing the same exact thing he was doing. He wouldn’t be officially there next week or next month—Precision still had some projects that would trickle in some money. But the staff and this building and all this wonderfully glorious potential—there was no maybe for that. It was gone and Kevin knew it.

Out of the thousand people who were “friends” on Facebook, Kevin was looking at a former colleague at Autumn House Publishers. It had been a while since they’d spoken, and Kevin was thinking about sending him a message.

Hi, friend, how are you? Long time no talk. How’s life? And by the way, do you have any jobs you can spare?