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Contents ( 61)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. God Must Be a Country Music Fan
  4. A Little Turkey Somewhere
  5. Headed for Two Giant Glaciers
  6. A Dead End
  7. White-Trash Redneck
  8. Golden Ticket
  9. Another Not-So-Good Guy
  10. A Special Purpose
  11. Part of the Plan
  12. Generosity
  13. Getting Worse
  14. Bah Humbug
  15. Thin and Shredded
  16. Opportunities
  17. Chance Encounter
  18. A New Song
  19. Serenity
  20. Under the Speckled Stars
  21. Help
  22. Windows
  23. Stuck in Traffic
  24. Flawed and Broken
  25. Doug’s Bike Shop
  26. It’s Bad When
  27. A Common Bond
  28. A Tiny Fraction of Hope
  29. As Poor as I Am
  30. Opportunities
  31. The Note
  32. A Handshake
  33. Something So Cool
  34. Stripped and Left Barren
  35. Nice on a Bumper Sticker
  36. Family Portrait
  37. Better and Worse
  38. Like a Circus in There
  39. Lost Cause
  40. A Hero
  41. Silent Night
  42. The Storm
  43. The Man Inside
  44. Christmas Gift
  45. My Little One
  46. The Only Thing
  47. The Weight of the World
  48. Receiving
  49. The Sign
  50. All His Heart and All His Soul
  51. Where You’re Going
  52. Home
  53. Under the Tree
  54. Paper Angels
  55. The Shoes
  56. A Piece
  57. Epilogue
  58. The Following July
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. Author’s Note
  61. A Conversation with Jimmy Wayne

“If he wasn’t part of the basketball team, I swear we’d kick his butt,” Carlos said.

There were over a hundred people who “liked” the page.

A hundred students actually pressed a button to say they liked this page?

“We can get the guy to get rid of it. Or a teacher will if I don’t. I can’t stand that Vic. He’s a rat.”

Thomas’s bewilderment suddenly turned into something else.

Shame.

He felt naked standing here.

Sure enough, the jeans that he wore in every one of those photos were the ones he was wearing now. Same for the shirt he had on.

“Thanks for showing me,” he said, wanting to slip away to a locker and lock himself in it.

“I can say something to someone . . .”

At least he had Carlos and his buddies looking out for him.

“No, it’s okay,” Thomas said. “Really.”

“All I gotta do is just talk to Vic. I don’t care that he plays basketball. I hate that sport anyway.”

This was starting to get bigger than just a simple pickup game and a stupid rivalry.

“No, really, it’s okay,” Thomas said.

Carlos said nothing.

“Thanks for showing me.”

“No problem,” Carlos said. “Just—just let me know if you need anything.”

“Thanks.”

Before Carlos had left, Thomas asked him if he could borrow his laptop for a couple of periods before lunch. Carlos obliged, probably because he felt so sorry for him. Thomas wanted to check out the page more carefully but didn’t want to do it on a public computer where other kids could see.

When Carlos said good-bye, Thomas was left in the sea of students who walked by him.

They all knew.

Need anything? Carlos’s words rang.

Thomas felt as if he were walking in a muddy swamp, his clothes and face dirty, and everybody else was watching from the shore. Watching and laughing.

Images

It took two whole periods before he found his footing.

In the library, Thomas had logged onto Facebook and seen the various comments on the page that Vic West had created specifically to mock Thomas.

For the entire period he had felt paralyzed and stunned. But he was starting to think again, starting to breathe again, starting to figure it out again.

There might be a lot of things in this world that Thomas lacked. But self-respect wasn’t one of them. He had that.

Everybody in this school can “like” this stupid Facebook page. Doesn’t change who I am. Doesn’t change one thing.

For the rest of the day, Thomas couldn’t help thinking and wondering what to do about the Facebook situation.

One reason he’d never gotten into Facebook was because he didn’t have a computer or Internet service.

But the other reason was this: he didn’t want to see other kids’ lives and he didn’t want to share his.

If he had a digital camera to take a picture with, what would he photograph? The fire-scarred field behind their trailer? The closetlike room he slept in? The chipped and corroded floors? The sad expression on Sara’s face?