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  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. God Must Be a Country Music Fan
  4. A Little Turkey Somewhere
  5. Headed for Two Giant Glaciers
  6. A Dead End
  7. White-Trash Redneck
  8. Golden Ticket
  9. Another Not-So-Good Guy
  10. A Special Purpose
  11. Part of the Plan
  12. Generosity
  13. Getting Worse
  14. Bah Humbug
  15. Thin and Shredded
  16. Opportunities
  17. Chance Encounter
  18. A New Song
  19. Serenity
  20. Under the Speckled Stars
  21. Help
  22. Windows
  23. Stuck in Traffic
  24. Flawed and Broken
  25. Doug’s Bike Shop
  26. It’s Bad When
  27. A Common Bond
  28. A Tiny Fraction of Hope
  29. As Poor as I Am
  30. Opportunities
  31. The Note
  32. A Handshake
  33. Something So Cool
  34. Stripped and Left Barren
  35. Nice on a Bumper Sticker
  36. Family Portrait
  37. Better and Worse
  38. Like a Circus in There
  39. Lost Cause
  40. A Hero
  41. Silent Night
  42. The Storm
  43. The Man Inside
  44. Christmas Gift
  45. My Little One
  46. The Only Thing
  47. The Weight of the World
  48. Receiving
  49. The Sign
  50. All His Heart and All His Soul
  51. Where You’re Going
  52. Home
  53. Under the Tree
  54. Paper Angels
  55. The Shoes
  56. A Piece
  57. Epilogue
  58. The Following July
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. Author’s Note
  61. A Conversation with Jimmy Wayne

Sara turned over and tried to go back to sleep.

“You might like this,” he said.

“Christmas was yesterday.”

He put the card next to her on the thin sheet.

His sister turned again and peeked out. Seeing the red card, she was curious.

“What is that?”

“You have to open it.”

“Why now?”

“Because I have important things to do,” Thomas said.

“Like what?”

“You want me to take this back?”

She shifted and pulled herself up. A hornet’s nest of hair needed to be pulled away from her face.

“That’s one of your presents.”

“Open it,” he said, enjoying this but also annoyed at how irritating she could be.

Sara took a minute to decide like all the girls he’d ever known. Then she took the card and opened it.

For a minute she just read it, then looked at him, then read it over, then looked at him again.

The message was short and sweet.

I hope this makes you a little more happy. Even if it’s a little late

You deserve it.

Your big brother

Sara paused for a moment, then opened the present.

It was a brand-new iPod.

“Thomas! Did you ask for this?”

“Does it matter?”

“Did you really get this from your Angel Tree? From the gifts that came yesterday?”

“You want it or not?”

She shook her head in disbelief, her eyes wide, her face almost white with surprise.

“But you—”

“Look, if you’re going to be the next Taylor Swift or American Idol, you gotta know a lot of songs.”

Yes, Sara might be annoying at times. And yes, she might be younger than he and sometimes thoughtless and most definitely a girl. But he still loved her. And he just wanted—just hoped—just wanted to see . . .

“Thanks,” Sara said.

And then it came.

Her smile.

The smile that he’d missed for a very long time. Much too long.

This was a selfish gift for himself.

To see Sara smile.

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“I almost forgot this.”

It was late and Jenny was actually starting to be able to stand on her own after the C-section from a few days ago. But now she was sitting in the hospital bed finishing up her dinner.

“What’s this?” she asked.

“It’s a letter I wrote and wanted to give to you before Christmas.”

She took it but then he told her to hold off on reading it for now.

“Read it sometime when I’m not here. Otherwise I’ll feel all stupid.”

Anybody else would ask him why, but not Jenny. She just smiled into his eyes.

“Okay.”

“How are you feeling?”

“A little better,” she said. “The shower helped.”

“You’re doing great. You really are.”

“Not the way I expected to spend Christmas.”

“It’s okay by me. Now that everyone’s doing fine.”

“Speak for yourself,” Jenny said with a playful grin.

Kevin smiled. He looked at her and knew she was stronger than he was and always would be.