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Contents ( 61)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. God Must Be a Country Music Fan
  4. A Little Turkey Somewhere
  5. Headed for Two Giant Glaciers
  6. A Dead End
  7. White-Trash Redneck
  8. Golden Ticket
  9. Another Not-So-Good Guy
  10. A Special Purpose
  11. Part of the Plan
  12. Generosity
  13. Getting Worse
  14. Bah Humbug
  15. Thin and Shredded
  16. Opportunities
  17. Chance Encounter
  18. A New Song
  19. Serenity
  20. Under the Speckled Stars
  21. Help
  22. Windows
  23. Stuck in Traffic
  24. Flawed and Broken
  25. Doug’s Bike Shop
  26. It’s Bad When
  27. A Common Bond
  28. A Tiny Fraction of Hope
  29. As Poor as I Am
  30. Opportunities
  31. The Note
  32. A Handshake
  33. Something So Cool
  34. Stripped and Left Barren
  35. Nice on a Bumper Sticker
  36. Family Portrait
  37. Better and Worse
  38. Like a Circus in There
  39. Lost Cause
  40. A Hero
  41. Silent Night
  42. The Storm
  43. The Man Inside
  44. Christmas Gift
  45. My Little One
  46. The Only Thing
  47. The Weight of the World
  48. Receiving
  49. The Sign
  50. All His Heart and All His Soul
  51. Where You’re Going
  52. Home
  53. Under the Tree
  54. Paper Angels
  55. The Shoes
  56. A Piece
  57. Epilogue
  58. The Following July
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. Author’s Note
  61. A Conversation with Jimmy Wayne

This is the last thing she needs right now.

Jenny nodded as she gazed back at the television, shifting uncomfortably on the couch. Every day Kevin was reminded that no matter how much he had to cope with, he still had the easier job of the two of them. Moving around the house, especially up and down the stairs, was becoming quite a chore for his wife. He couldn’t imagine what it would be like carrying one baby inside of him, but two really blew his mind. Each day this realization shook him a little more, both with a joy he was afraid to fully embrace and with a panic he was afraid Jenny would finally see.

Having their first hadn’t been easy. They were both in their early thirties before deciding to try for a child. Then, after a couple of years with no results, Kevin and Jenny met with a fertility doctor. Thankfully, after going through tests, they were given the green light for IUI. Kevin still had trouble remembering what that stood for, but he knew one of the words was insemination. Unlike so many other couples that struggled through a long and difficult process, theirs had worked on the second try.

That second try had resulted in their life-loving little boy. Kevin couldn’t imagine life without the four-year-old.

Because Gregory’s delivery had been a difficult one, with him coming out initially not breathing, doctors were monitoring Jenny’s progress with the twins constantly. Now Jenny was thirty-nine. The twins were growing steadily—Kevin and Jenny were thankful for that—but they still carried some concern over Baby B. That was what they called the babies, Baby A and Baby B. B was significantly smaller than A. Each visit to measure the babies’ growth caused Jenny’s worry to grow a little. Kevin’s grew too, but he tried his best to keep those fears from her.

“So what exactly does fine mean?” Jenny asked. She was looking at him.

“Fine means it was fine. It wasn’t great.”

Even an exhausted and pregnant and highly hormonal Jenny was perceptive enough to see through his vague answer.

Sometimes I wish she didn’t know me so well.

Her blue eyes locked onto his in a fully awake glance. “What happened?”

“We didn’t sign a contract.”

Her blond hair spilled over on one shoulder as she shifted and sat up on the couch. “Are you serious?”

“I knew it was a possibility before I went.”

Jenny waited for him to say more but more wasn’t coming. There wasn’t a lot to say.

“What are you going to do?”

He hated seeing the anxiety on her pretty face. “It’s going to be fine. Just trust me. Okay? Our minivan is big enough for all of us to sleep inside.”

“That’s not funny.”

Kevin took a sip of his wine. “Look, it’s okay. I’m totally equipped to deliver both the babies if I have to. I mean—look at the job I did on the turkey.”

This put a smile on Jenny’s face. His humor was one of the things that she said had made her fall in love with him. It was also one of the things that had been absent for some time in their house.