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Contents ( 61)
  1. Contents
  2. Preface
  3. God Must Be a Country Music Fan
  4. A Little Turkey Somewhere
  5. Headed for Two Giant Glaciers
  6. A Dead End
  7. White-Trash Redneck
  8. Golden Ticket
  9. Another Not-So-Good Guy
  10. A Special Purpose
  11. Part of the Plan
  12. Generosity
  13. Getting Worse
  14. Bah Humbug
  15. Thin and Shredded
  16. Opportunities
  17. Chance Encounter
  18. A New Song
  19. Serenity
  20. Under the Speckled Stars
  21. Help
  22. Windows
  23. Stuck in Traffic
  24. Flawed and Broken
  25. Doug’s Bike Shop
  26. It’s Bad When
  27. A Common Bond
  28. A Tiny Fraction of Hope
  29. As Poor as I Am
  30. Opportunities
  31. The Note
  32. A Handshake
  33. Something So Cool
  34. Stripped and Left Barren
  35. Nice on a Bumper Sticker
  36. Family Portrait
  37. Better and Worse
  38. Like a Circus in There
  39. Lost Cause
  40. A Hero
  41. Silent Night
  42. The Storm
  43. The Man Inside
  44. Christmas Gift
  45. My Little One
  46. The Only Thing
  47. The Weight of the World
  48. Receiving
  49. The Sign
  50. All His Heart and All His Soul
  51. Where You’re Going
  52. Home
  53. Under the Tree
  54. Paper Angels
  55. The Shoes
  56. A Piece
  57. Epilogue
  58. The Following July
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. Author’s Note
  61. A Conversation with Jimmy Wayne

“How’s it look?” Jenny asked as she studied it from the other side of the island.

Kevin took a bite and feigned bliss.

It’s actually pretty good.

“No problem,” he said to his wife. “I thought you were supposed to be resting.”

“I’m fine. I’m just making sure we haven’t forgotten anything.”

“You mean I haven’t forgotten anything.”

“No, Mom was working on some items too.”

He grinned as he watched Jenny checking the various pots on the stove. The perfectionist couldn’t help herself, especially when her mother was around. Jenny’s mother loved helping out but she also loved playing with Gregory. Sometimes she’d start playing with her grandson and ignore dinner altogether.

“It’s fine,” he said over the sound of the knife. “You’ve been on your feet too much this morning.”

“I’m fine,” she said.

But her pretty little face said differently. He could see that Jenny was tired. She passed by him and opened the fridge. With her back to him, Jenny didn’t even look pregnant. She was all belly at thirty weeks, even though she constantly complained how big she was getting and she constantly ignored his comments about how beautiful she looked.

“Jen?”

“What?” She wasn’t getting anything in the fridge, just making sure everything was in order.

“We’ve got it covered.”

She glanced at him and then smiled. “Okay.”

“It’s fine. Now just relax.”

“It’s hard to do that when everybody’s coming over.”

“It’ll be fine.”

As she walked back into the family room, he kept carving the turkey.

Relax . . . It’ll be fine . . .

He could say these words to her even if he didn’t believe them himself.

Sometime today after the meal and after everybody was gone, he’d have to tell his wife the truth. But it was Thanksgiving, and he didn’t want her worrying.

I’ll tell her later. I’ll figure out a way.

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The best part of the day for Kevin and Jenny was just after they got Gregory to bed when they had a few minutes to themselves. The problem lately was that both of them were usually too exhausted by then to appreciate it.

Tonight was no different. The busyness of Thanksgiving was over but no one had recovered from the festivities. Jenny probably should have already been in bed but she was fighting sleep while lying on the couch and watching television. She didn’t have to tell Kevin how uncomfortable she was. He could tell just by the way she lay there and by the expression on her face.

“You never did say how the meeting yesterday went.”

They’d had a full house today, with both sets of parents and siblings over. In the chaos of about ten adults and a dozen children, it was easy for Kevin and Jenny not to connect.

Part of him wished this conversation could wait for tomorrow. But that was part of the problem the last few years. Every conversation and every special occasion and every intimate connection always seemed to be put on hold for tomorrow, for whenever he was wasn’t busy. “It was fine,” he said.