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Chapters (59)
  1. COVER
  2. About the Author
  3. DEDICATION
  4. ONE
  5. TWO
  6. THREE
  7. FOUR
  8. FIVE
  9. SIX
  10. SEVEN
  11. EIGHT
  12. NINE
  13. TEN
  14. ELEVEN
  15. TWELVE
  16. THIRTEEN
  17. FOURTEEN
  18. FIFTEEN
  19. SIXTEEN
  20. SEVENTEEN
  21. EIGHTEEN
  22. NINETEEN
  23. TWENTY
  24. TWENTY-ONE
  25. TWENTY-TWO
  26. TWENTY-THREE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR
  28. TWENTY-FIVE
  29. TWENTY-SIX
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. TWENTY-NINE
  33. THIRTY
  34. THIRTY-ONE
  35. THIRTY-TWO
  36. THIRTY-THREE
  37. THIRTY-FOUR
  38. THIRTY-FIVE
  39. THIRTY-SIX
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. THIRTY-NINE
  43. FORTY
  44. FORTY-ONE
  45. FORTY-TWO
  46. FORTY-THREE
  47. FORTY-FOUR
  48. FORTY-FIVE
  49. FORTY-SIX
  50. FORTY-SEVEN
  51. FORTY-EIGHT
  52. FORTY-NINE
  53. FIFTY
  54. FIFTY-ONE
  55. FIFTY-TWO
  56. FIFTY-THREE
  57. FIFTY-FOUR
  58. Acknowledgments
  59. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

She had no idea the depths people went to hurt each other, the way love could turn so quickly into violence. ‘You can’t be the witness,’ I said. ‘You can’t be the only one, at least.’

‘What are you saying?’ John’s eyebrows furrowed.

‘I’m saying, if you were actually going to fake your death, you’d need a witness who was unbiased, who wasn’t married to someone being sued, who wasn’t completely wrapped up personally and financially in all of this.’

They stared, waiting.

‘You’d need me.’

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FOURTEEN

I woke the next morning with a pounding headache, the previous night’s discussion seeming far-fetched in the harsh light of day, a whiskey-fueled flight of imagination.

But as I made my way to the kitchen, brewed coffee, and urged Dusty out the doggie door and into the fenced bit of yard, the night replayed in my head: how a makeshift plan had bloomed between us, rising like steam on Manhattan’s streets. Me, their witness. Me, involved. Me, with them.

I took a bitter sip of coffee, willing it to go straight to my head. Even if I wanted to help them, how could I risk it? I’d been so careful. I’d pulled the damn thing off. Davis didn’t know where I was. Could I really chance blowing that all up for an idea so wild?

Around two, my hangover began to ease, and I left the cottage, Dusty leashed up for a proper walk. On the road, I turned left, away from Vera and John’s.

Maggie’s front door burst open as soon as I walked past. ‘Lucy,’ she called eagerly. ‘You have perfect timing!’

‘About to walk Pepper?’ Her conveniently timed dog walks had become a bit of a habit, but as long as I didn’t mention Vera or John, they always went fairly smoothly. Maggie was a little clingy, sure, but she was harmless, only wanted a friend.

‘No,’ she said, shaking her head but smiling, happy as a kid in a candy store. ‘Come in for a second.’ She motioned to Dusty. ‘Bring him, too.’ She turned before I could protest. Tugging on Dusty’s leash, I followed.

Her house was small but quaint, all brick on the outside, all patterns and prints within. It was decorated just as you’d expect it – chintz pillows against rose-colored sofas, blue-and-white teacups and china on display, oriental rugs beneath carved wooden furnishings scraped up at the edges. As if someone had gotten lost at an antiques store, using nothing but a credit card to find their way out – the quilt she’d gotten for Rachel, the one that still sat on my bed, would fit right in.

And then, there she was, as if my very thought had summoned her – Rachel, standing in the entrance to Maggie’s kitchen.