Chapters (59)
- COVER
- About the Author
- DEDICATION
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- Acknowledgments
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
There it was, what I’d been fearing.
What, at the same time, I’d been praying for.
An email from Davis.
You won’t get away like this. I will find you, I swear to god.
ELEVEN
Our dinner looked almost savage against Vera and John’s big white ceramic bowls – coq au vin in an oxblood sauce. With my fork, I jabbed at a last bit of chicken. Succulent and rich, with just a hint of tartness.
Vera pushed her dish forward and leaned back in her chair. ‘That was perhaps the best take-out we’ve had yet from the French place. Don’t you think?’
I nodded, pulling my cardigan tighter, as a breeze snaked through one of the windows, cracked open a couple of inches. Over the past six weeks, Woodstock had changed almost as much as I had. The sky was darkening earlier now, the late-October air was crisp but not yet cold, and the leaves had lit up with color, splashing the landscape with watercolor hues.
‘Almost makes the ten-dollar delivery charge worth it,’ John said with a laugh. ‘I can’t stand to think how much we’ve racked up in charges lately.’
He was right. We did order a lot of take-out. If Vera was up to it, she’d make lasagna, her pièce de résistance, or John would whip up an elaborate meal, a recipe with a ton of steps and ingredients, using practically every pot in the house, roux and roasted eggplants caked onto cast iron. Occasionally, I cooked for them at my place, things that were simpler, like my mom’s turkey tetrazzini. John would always know which recipes had come from my mother and which hadn’t.
But too often, we’d order something. The steak house that wrapped baked potatoes in foil, the French restaurant whose sauces were like crack. Chinese to-go, paper bags printed with grease.
I never expected our relationship to blossom so quickly. But after the hike where I told all, they invited me to dinner the next night, and then I insisted on returning the favor, and before we knew it, more nights of the week than not, we were eating together.